Ya know, I realized that I forgot to tell you...

[remula]

that during P.E. one of the new girls hit me with the fucking raquet (sp?)! I mean, I was totally going for the birdie, and she SHOULD have seen me (I bet you she did, that bitch), but she tried to hit it anyway. And then the raquet HIT my fucking HAND! OMG! I couldn't hold the raquet in my left hand anymore, and that's the hand I play with (except on serves, 'cause I can't do it with my left for some reason...)! It hurt like a BITCH! and of course, I go and sit out, you know, because it hurt. And then I look and see that my thumb (which got hit the most) was turning purple and there was a BIG, FAT LUMP on my thumb too! I couldn't even move it, it hurt so bad! And of course, my P.E. teacher HAD to tell me to play this one guy (I don't remember his name), and he didn't know about my hand, and I couldn't just say NO, 'cause he's kinda mean; I mean, he didn't go easier on this one football player in my class [before] when he could barely walk (the other team had tackled him), and he STILL made him run with the rest of us, so I KNEW he wouldn't go easier on me, so I went and played with the guy. Of course I sucked 'cause there's only so much you can do with your bad hand (not that I write with my left, mind you, it's just that I'm weird, 'cause I was left-handed in Kindergarden, but I saw everyone else in my class write with their right, so I changed. That's why I sometimes do things with my left stilll; not used to doing it with my right), and anyway, whenever I tried to play with my left, it hurt. -_-

Of course I had to realize it in the shower that I hurt it, because the pain was fading (or I was getting used to it; whatever), and I forgot -- that is, until I started washing my hair, and then, WHAM! I bump my hand on the wall, and the pain just flared up!

*sigh* Today wasn't my day. I could barely do anything with my left hand, and then I pain it more... Bleh! This sucks.

I gotta go now. Do that Geometry homework that I had bitched about earlier, you know? Laterz.

~Remula