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New CTA Project - Group Picks... also going off on a tangent!
Well, I forgot to say this before, but today was the day that the foremen got to pick their group members. I dunno if I mentioned it before, but I declined to be a foreman 'cause one, I hate choosing; and two, all the good people were chosen to be foremen, so you only have crappy people to choose from anyway. -_-
So yeah... second period comes along and all anyone can talk about is the pick. The foremen weren't suppose to tell who's with who and stuff, but you know how kids are... EVERYONE wants to know who's group their in and stuff. =P So yeah... I didn't even ask, but Drew told me that I was on his group. I heard him tell someone else his group list, so it's me, Drew, Eric Nguyen, Paul, and someone else I didn't catch. Whatever... I think the last person is a guy too, so I'm in a guy group. -_- And it seems that I'm probably gonna be the "hard worker" in the group too. *sigh* Damn, am I tired of being the "hard working" one. Why can't that be someone else for a chance? I mean, I'm not the only smart one in the group, that's for sure, but people naturally associate me with being the "smart" and "hard working" one, and that's just some bullshit, 'cause I NEVER work hard -- I'm just so cool *cough* *cough* that it SEEMS like I'm doing the work, when in reality, I've talked someone else into doing it and taking the credit. That's basically what happened with the Re-Design Project. =P I had to do the data collecting 'cause Ana wouldn't do it, but since I'm in AP and all the info and stuff was given in English/History, Tito did all the data collecting and I just typed it up. Whenever I had to update the data sheets, Tito would be the one telling me what to change/add. When we had to talk to McDonnell about the data, Tito went and talked to him for me 'cause I didn't want to. ...Do you see where I'm going with this, lol? =P
Anyway... according to Allister and Tito, I was second round, 6 or 7th pick. And here I was, hoping I'd be the left over last pick. *sigh* I knew it wasn't meant to be... *sigh*
For once, can't people see what a loser I am? Actually, I think a lot of people think I'm a loser... or gullible... or something... but for some reason, people either have high respect for me or high standards... I'm not sure which.. probably both now that I think about it... but I can't live up to that crap. I'm just a regular person! Just like everyone else. I do my work sometimes, and somehow, I dunno, I get good-ish grades (although my English grade seems to be suffering... *glares* My easiest subject since forever too...). Big whoop! If you tried, you could do it too. *rolls eyes* Sometimes I wonder what people see when they look at me... Role model, probably, since I've heard THAT many times... =/ Well, I'm not really someone you wanna copy. I procrastinate all the time, I leave almost all my homework 'til last minute, talking to teachers scare me, and I totally FREAK at the very idea of public speaking! @_@ Definitely NOT president material, although I seem to be holding that position... The mind boggles...
Well... lots of complaining, but hey, that's me. I should be doing that stupid history or algebra homework, but you know how it is...
Anyone wanna talk to me on AIM? Hit me up PLEASE!~ I wanna talk to people right now and procrastinate on my homework some more... Although I'll totally regret it when it's due... Who cares? IM ME @ Remula Wazokana!~
~Remula
So yeah... second period comes along and all anyone can talk about is the pick. The foremen weren't suppose to tell who's with who and stuff, but you know how kids are... EVERYONE wants to know who's group their in and stuff. =P So yeah... I didn't even ask, but Drew told me that I was on his group. I heard him tell someone else his group list, so it's me, Drew, Eric Nguyen, Paul, and someone else I didn't catch. Whatever... I think the last person is a guy too, so I'm in a guy group. -_- And it seems that I'm probably gonna be the "hard worker" in the group too. *sigh* Damn, am I tired of being the "hard working" one. Why can't that be someone else for a chance? I mean, I'm not the only smart one in the group, that's for sure, but people naturally associate me with being the "smart" and "hard working" one, and that's just some bullshit, 'cause I NEVER work hard -- I'm just so cool *cough* *cough* that it SEEMS like I'm doing the work, when in reality, I've talked someone else into doing it and taking the credit. That's basically what happened with the Re-Design Project. =P I had to do the data collecting 'cause Ana wouldn't do it, but since I'm in AP and all the info and stuff was given in English/History, Tito did all the data collecting and I just typed it up. Whenever I had to update the data sheets, Tito would be the one telling me what to change/add. When we had to talk to McDonnell about the data, Tito went and talked to him for me 'cause I didn't want to. ...Do you see where I'm going with this, lol? =P
Anyway... according to Allister and Tito, I was second round, 6 or 7th pick. And here I was, hoping I'd be the left over last pick. *sigh* I knew it wasn't meant to be... *sigh*
For once, can't people see what a loser I am? Actually, I think a lot of people think I'm a loser... or gullible... or something... but for some reason, people either have high respect for me or high standards... I'm not sure which.. probably both now that I think about it... but I can't live up to that crap. I'm just a regular person! Just like everyone else. I do my work sometimes, and somehow, I dunno, I get good-ish grades (although my English grade seems to be suffering... *glares* My easiest subject since forever too...). Big whoop! If you tried, you could do it too. *rolls eyes* Sometimes I wonder what people see when they look at me... Role model, probably, since I've heard THAT many times... =/ Well, I'm not really someone you wanna copy. I procrastinate all the time, I leave almost all my homework 'til last minute, talking to teachers scare me, and I totally FREAK at the very idea of public speaking! @_@ Definitely NOT president material, although I seem to be holding that position... The mind boggles...
Well... lots of complaining, but hey, that's me. I should be doing that stupid history or algebra homework, but you know how it is...
Anyone wanna talk to me on AIM? Hit me up PLEASE!~ I wanna talk to people right now and procrastinate on my homework some more... Although I'll totally regret it when it's due... Who cares? IM ME @ Remula Wazokana!~
~Remula