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Today... RANTness, as usual...
Oct. 21st, 2004 10:04 pmROTC
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aznearthdragon was driving, I was resting my eyes, then suddenly, my mom yells, and I open my eyes and I see this car just ZOOM past in the lane aznearthdragon was merging into. O.M.G.! *dies* I was scared to death, man! @_@ *heart attack* Anyway.. Got to school and my BoBbleHeAd was there already, trying to scare me. HA! Like that worked. XP Mwhahahahahha!~ Anyway.. Later, everybody went to Unarmed practice so.. it was just me.. The Monas didn't show yet, so.. Hung with my BoBbleHeAd in there for a while.. then the Monas showed, and we went into the range to do Marksmanship. Damn.. I did pretty bad.. Got 45 on Prone. aznearthdragon got 70. =O Damn.. she's good, but Col. said you have to get around the 80s to be competitive. @_@
BIOLOGY
Did more of the zebra activity.. also got homework..! Noooo!~ ;_; Anyway.. we got an environment and we have to make up an animal or something that lives in the environment. Then we have to explain why it has the characteristics and traits that it does and how that helps it in the environment. I got Coral Reef. Ewww!~ ;_; I wanted Rain Forest or Tundra.. *sigh* Stupid Coral Reef... >_< Oh wellz.. due next week.. *sigh* Must make that animal tomorrow so I can start on all the writing part. Bleh!
ENGINEERING
We did another scketching project thingy. Yesterday, we had to draw an object in isometric view -- that means 3-D. Today, we had to draw two objects using orthographic projection -- that means flat, usually the top, front, and right, but he wanted, top, front, right, left, back, and bottom. @_@ Good thing I chose two round objects.. Only had to draw the top, front, and bottom since all the sides will be the same as the front if it's round. ^_~ After I finished, I talked with Ashley. That's basically all I did the rest of the period, lol. XP
LUNCH
Met up withaznearthdragon to the CTA office to clear her truencies 'cause it said she had detention. However, there were too many people in there, so we just left 'cause it would take too long. Went to the CSF meeting. They didn't really say that much, so.. Anyway.. Yeah. I was hungry the whole time. =( Anyway.. After the meeting, went to the range and I aznearthdragon bought me chips and I was just hanging by myself at the wall watching Armed and Unarmed. Damn, Unarmed sucked. And Sandy... >_< Fuckin' bitch ass. I saw her when after a round of practicing or whatever, she was all pissed and was like, "Blah blah blah blah" -- I dunno what she said 'cause I wasn't close enough to hear, but still.. I could tell she was basically yelling at the rest of the team and listing ALL the things she thought they did wrong. Well, I have to say, watching them, everyone else is mostly at the same cadence and she's all fast and shit. Not like she knows how to do some of the moves correctly anyway.. Like Egypian. Damn, she can't even put out her arms straight when she does it which is why she always finishes like, two or three counts ahead of everyone. >_< Whatever.. Damn..
PRE-CALCULUS
Just went over the problems from the group test. Our group got a D+. =( Oh wellz.. It was pretty boring. The test is gonna be on Monday, so I have time to look at one of my notes (too lazy to do it now) to figure out something. I know it, but I'm not sure, ya know? Yeah... Anyway.. No homework! Yay!~ ^_^
HISTORY 110
Watched a boring movie about the 20's. Near the end, I was about to fall asleep, lol. But I didn't. XP After the movie, we got our mid-terms back and then we could leave. I got an A. Yay! XD My BoBbleHeAd did too. ^_^ Anyway.. when we were walking, we saw Ger and his sister gave us a ride to Kearny. ^_^
AFTER SCHOOL
Just sat outside and read Grapes of Wrath.. Damn, it's a boring book, but I need to finish. Bleh. Anyway.. Later on, before we left, Unarmed had a meeting or whatever..aznearthdragon told me that Sandy was saying a whole bunch of shit and stuff.. Makes me pissed off.. 'Cause we all know when she's saying the "nobody does this, nobody does that" shit, she's mainly refering to aznearthdragon, and, in a sense, me, 'cause I quit and she's a bitch. You can make the connection, I'm sure.
Anyway.. RANT! As we ALL should know, I hate Sandy. Yes, HATE. It's a strong word, but it fits.. I mean, before, it was just dislike.. and I was being nice and stuff to her, even though I felt the hatred towards me. I kept thinking to myself, "Oh, I'm imagining it. I didn't do anything to her, so she has no reason to hate me," but now that I'm off the team and have no reason what-so-ever to talk to her -- trust me, there never will be a time I have to if I had my way -- I see that she really DOES hate me ANDaznearthdragon.
Everytime, she always complains and she's mean to all the other peepz on the team.aznearthdragon told me that at lunch, Rebecca and Cathy, who were suppose to be in charge then, were crying 'cause of her. I mean, OMFG who is she to yell at the people in charge?! So they were only in charge for that short period of time, it doesn't matter. Geez. >_< Whatever...
Damn, I've noticed that ever since I quit, Sandy has taken over. I swear, she has. She thinks she's in charge. She's power hungry. She's a suck up. You know she's only sucking up 'cause she wants their rank and position. It's so fuckin' obvious that she wants to have supreme power. Whatever.. Anyway.. I'm not trying to say that I had some control when I was there, 'cause obviously, I'm just nobody, but still. When I was there, she didn't bitch as much, I don't think. And I've only been gone for, what? Two days? I dunno.. It's just.. ARGH! >_<
There's also the fact that nobody on the teams actually cares what the candence is anymore. Seriously. Everybody goes fast, or tries to, 'cause Sandy does and if they aren't on, then she yells. It's like, they need four or so minutes. At the rate they're going, a four minute routine would probably take 'em two minutes to go through.. and then on competition day, everyone always goes fast, so it'd be, like, a minute. Geez. Whatever.. When I was there, I always regulated the cadence 'cause I was always like, "You guys are going too fast!" and Sandy was basically partners with me meaning she'd HAVE to go slower. But whatever.. That was a horrible position to be in anyway since I had to actually LOOK at her.
Which brings me to another thing.. Since I quit, I try not to make eye-contact with Unarmed peoplez. Why? I dunno. But I do it. If possible, I don't even really want to look at any of them, except for the ones still nice to me -- that means, even though I try to stay away from Unarmed (for the sake of Sandy's wellbeing, I hope you all know) when they pass me, they actually say "Hi" and stuff.. and still want to talk to me.
You know, at the rate Sandy's going, she's gonna be #1 on my shit list.. I think right now, she's tied with fuckin' Desiree, and we ALL know how much I hated her.. still hate her. But damn.. I swear, Sandy's working my LAST nerves, which is why I try not to look at her.. and try not to hear her voice, though it's so loud, even a deaf person can't miss it... try not to be near her if possible. 'Cause damn, if I do, I dunno if I can control my anger towards her, though I could probably restrain myself from beating the shit outta her, I probably would at least fuckin' yell at her and be pissed. I hear I'm scary when I'm mad, but I dunno.. The reason why I haven't yet is 'cause ofaznearthdragon. She's still on the team, and even though Sandy hates her, I don't want to make it harder for aznearthdragon than it already is..
You know, when I quit, I thought about re-joining and stuff.. Like.. this quiting was just gonna be a week or two.. calm down and get away from it all for a while so I wouldn't be so.. pissed off.. about Unarmed and stuff.. but.. Ever since I left, I've seen too many changes that I don't like. And Sandy's basically everything that's keeping me from going back. I mean, even though I like to bitch and complain about practicing for Unarmed, I like doing Unarmed. The only reason me andazneathdragon joined was 'cause I wanted to do it. And then.. Now.. This year.. Everything just sucks. I dunno.. And I was trying so hard to enjoy it, but it just wasn't working. Everytime, there was always something pissing me off.. And then I quit, mostly because of Sandy. She was basically the one who ruined this something I liked and was good at. Now.. I can't even think of Unarmed without getting pissed.. Something that I used to like, still kinda like, doesn't even feel the same.. I dunno. I don't even want to go back anymore.. Unless Sandy leaves.. But even then, I still don't even think I would be able to go back because it's alway ruined.. And I don't know if it can ever be fixed...
Damn.. I'm crying now..
~Remula
OMG this morning when
aznearthdragon was driving, I was resting my eyes, then suddenly, my mom yells, and I open my eyes and I see this car just ZOOM past in the lane aznearthdragon was merging into. O.M.G.! *dies* I was scared to death, man! @_@ *heart attack* Anyway.. Got to school and my BoBbleHeAd was there already, trying to scare me. HA! Like that worked. XP Mwhahahahahha!~ Anyway.. Later, everybody went to Unarmed practice so.. it was just me.. The Monas didn't show yet, so.. Hung with my BoBbleHeAd in there for a while.. then the Monas showed, and we went into the range to do Marksmanship. Damn.. I did pretty bad.. Got 45 on Prone. aznearthdragon got 70. =O Damn.. she's good, but Col. said you have to get around the 80s to be competitive. @_@ BIOLOGY
Did more of the zebra activity.. also got homework..! Noooo!~ ;_; Anyway.. we got an environment and we have to make up an animal or something that lives in the environment. Then we have to explain why it has the characteristics and traits that it does and how that helps it in the environment. I got Coral Reef. Ewww!~ ;_; I wanted Rain Forest or Tundra.. *sigh* Stupid Coral Reef... >_< Oh wellz.. due next week.. *sigh* Must make that animal tomorrow so I can start on all the writing part. Bleh!
ENGINEERING
We did another scketching project thingy. Yesterday, we had to draw an object in isometric view -- that means 3-D. Today, we had to draw two objects using orthographic projection -- that means flat, usually the top, front, and right, but he wanted, top, front, right, left, back, and bottom. @_@ Good thing I chose two round objects.. Only had to draw the top, front, and bottom since all the sides will be the same as the front if it's round. ^_~ After I finished, I talked with Ashley. That's basically all I did the rest of the period, lol. XP
LUNCH
Met up with
aznearthdragon to the CTA office to clear her truencies 'cause it said she had detention. However, there were too many people in there, so we just left 'cause it would take too long. Went to the CSF meeting. They didn't really say that much, so.. Anyway.. Yeah. I was hungry the whole time. =( Anyway.. After the meeting, went to the range and I aznearthdragon bought me chips and I was just hanging by myself at the wall watching Armed and Unarmed. Damn, Unarmed sucked. And Sandy... >_< Fuckin' bitch ass. I saw her when after a round of practicing or whatever, she was all pissed and was like, "Blah blah blah blah" -- I dunno what she said 'cause I wasn't close enough to hear, but still.. I could tell she was basically yelling at the rest of the team and listing ALL the things she thought they did wrong. Well, I have to say, watching them, everyone else is mostly at the same cadence and she's all fast and shit. Not like she knows how to do some of the moves correctly anyway.. Like Egypian. Damn, she can't even put out her arms straight when she does it which is why she always finishes like, two or three counts ahead of everyone. >_< Whatever.. Damn..PRE-CALCULUS
Just went over the problems from the group test. Our group got a D+. =( Oh wellz.. It was pretty boring. The test is gonna be on Monday, so I have time to look at one of my notes (too lazy to do it now) to figure out something. I know it, but I'm not sure, ya know? Yeah... Anyway.. No homework! Yay!~ ^_^
HISTORY 110
Watched a boring movie about the 20's. Near the end, I was about to fall asleep, lol. But I didn't. XP After the movie, we got our mid-terms back and then we could leave. I got an A. Yay! XD My BoBbleHeAd did too. ^_^ Anyway.. when we were walking, we saw Ger and his sister gave us a ride to Kearny. ^_^
AFTER SCHOOL
Just sat outside and read Grapes of Wrath.. Damn, it's a boring book, but I need to finish. Bleh. Anyway.. Later on, before we left, Unarmed had a meeting or whatever..
aznearthdragon told me that Sandy was saying a whole bunch of shit and stuff.. Makes me pissed off.. 'Cause we all know when she's saying the "nobody does this, nobody does that" shit, she's mainly refering to aznearthdragon, and, in a sense, me, 'cause I quit and she's a bitch. You can make the connection, I'm sure.Anyway.. RANT! As we ALL should know, I hate Sandy. Yes, HATE. It's a strong word, but it fits.. I mean, before, it was just dislike.. and I was being nice and stuff to her, even though I felt the hatred towards me. I kept thinking to myself, "Oh, I'm imagining it. I didn't do anything to her, so she has no reason to hate me," but now that I'm off the team and have no reason what-so-ever to talk to her -- trust me, there never will be a time I have to if I had my way -- I see that she really DOES hate me AND
aznearthdragon. Everytime, she always complains and she's mean to all the other peepz on the team.
aznearthdragon told me that at lunch, Rebecca and Cathy, who were suppose to be in charge then, were crying 'cause of her. I mean, OMFG who is she to yell at the people in charge?! So they were only in charge for that short period of time, it doesn't matter. Geez. >_< Whatever...Damn, I've noticed that ever since I quit, Sandy has taken over. I swear, she has. She thinks she's in charge. She's power hungry. She's a suck up. You know she's only sucking up 'cause she wants their rank and position. It's so fuckin' obvious that she wants to have supreme power. Whatever.. Anyway.. I'm not trying to say that I had some control when I was there, 'cause obviously, I'm just nobody, but still. When I was there, she didn't bitch as much, I don't think. And I've only been gone for, what? Two days? I dunno.. It's just.. ARGH! >_<
There's also the fact that nobody on the teams actually cares what the candence is anymore. Seriously. Everybody goes fast, or tries to, 'cause Sandy does and if they aren't on, then she yells. It's like, they need four or so minutes. At the rate they're going, a four minute routine would probably take 'em two minutes to go through.. and then on competition day, everyone always goes fast, so it'd be, like, a minute. Geez. Whatever.. When I was there, I always regulated the cadence 'cause I was always like, "You guys are going too fast!" and Sandy was basically partners with me meaning she'd HAVE to go slower. But whatever.. That was a horrible position to be in anyway since I had to actually LOOK at her.
Which brings me to another thing.. Since I quit, I try not to make eye-contact with Unarmed peoplez. Why? I dunno. But I do it. If possible, I don't even really want to look at any of them, except for the ones still nice to me -- that means, even though I try to stay away from Unarmed (for the sake of Sandy's wellbeing, I hope you all know) when they pass me, they actually say "Hi" and stuff.. and still want to talk to me.
You know, at the rate Sandy's going, she's gonna be #1 on my shit list.. I think right now, she's tied with fuckin' Desiree, and we ALL know how much I hated her.. still hate her. But damn.. I swear, Sandy's working my LAST nerves, which is why I try not to look at her.. and try not to hear her voice, though it's so loud, even a deaf person can't miss it... try not to be near her if possible. 'Cause damn, if I do, I dunno if I can control my anger towards her, though I could probably restrain myself from beating the shit outta her, I probably would at least fuckin' yell at her and be pissed. I hear I'm scary when I'm mad, but I dunno.. The reason why I haven't yet is 'cause of
aznearthdragon. She's still on the team, and even though Sandy hates her, I don't want to make it harder for aznearthdragon than it already is.. You know, when I quit, I thought about re-joining and stuff.. Like.. this quiting was just gonna be a week or two.. calm down and get away from it all for a while so I wouldn't be so.. pissed off.. about Unarmed and stuff.. but.. Ever since I left, I've seen too many changes that I don't like. And Sandy's basically everything that's keeping me from going back. I mean, even though I like to bitch and complain about practicing for Unarmed, I like doing Unarmed. The only reason me and
azneathdragon joined was 'cause I wanted to do it. And then.. Now.. This year.. Everything just sucks. I dunno.. And I was trying so hard to enjoy it, but it just wasn't working. Everytime, there was always something pissing me off.. And then I quit, mostly because of Sandy. She was basically the one who ruined this something I liked and was good at. Now.. I can't even think of Unarmed without getting pissed.. Something that I used to like, still kinda like, doesn't even feel the same.. I dunno. I don't even want to go back anymore.. Unless Sandy leaves.. But even then, I still don't even think I would be able to go back because it's alway ruined.. And I don't know if it can ever be fixed...Damn.. I'm crying now..
~Remula
