Remula Wazokana's Dreamwidth

MORNING
So I couldn't really sleep well last night, considering all the crap and stuff.. And yeah.. I decided to get up around 8:00 'cause yeah.. I wasn't really getting sleep, so.. Got up and got ready, ate, then wrote my entry. After that, worked on my drawings and finished one and was ish into my second one, when it was 10:00, so got my stuff and went to the library to scan my slip case drawings.

Got to the library and saw Amanda. Talked to her for a bit, then she left and I scanned my thing and assembled it. That took a while 'cause it wasn't liking me and when I darkened it, it looked kinda bad, but whateverz.. I don't care anymore. Finished and went back to my room around 10:45. Got back and worked on my drawings some more and finished a second one and ish on the third, then decided to quit. Fixed up my scan as best as I could and yeah..


PHYSICS 141 / HONORS 134
Just went over stuff on the pre-test.. Then at the end, he gave us homework and yeah.. BLAH! He kept talking and talking too! Even after 2:00! Sucked. =/


SPEECH COMMUNICATION 101 / HONORS 101
Went in and waited.. Then the teacher came and took roll. After roll, she realized she didn't bring a water bottle and then she just grabs her key and leaves the room! x_x Then about five minutes later, she came back.. Did some introduction stuff where she called people asked where they were from and majors and stuff.. After that, got the syllabus and talked about it, then the schedule and then got to leave early at 3:20.

There are three major speeches and an impromptu speech at the end.. First one is an object speech, but we don't get to choose the object.. Then we have to do an informative speech and a persuasive speech. BLEHH! And lots of reading..


AFTERWARDS
Went back to my room and finished my last two drawings. After that, talked on the phone with bobbleheadvi a bit, then went to eat dinner. Sat with Amanda 'cause she was there. It was pizza. BLEHHH! After eating, came back and read the intro for physics and attempted the problems, but yeah.. I don't get them at all. I am not smart at this.. =(

Checked to see how long the first chapter was, 'cause we have to read that too and it's about 10 pages. x_x And have to do those problems to turn in on Friday. BLEHHHH! Also checked the reading for SCOM and there's about 20 pages. Suckage!

Checked out AOL Sessions with FOB and yeah.. Liking the two new songs. XD

Gonna shower and then probably watch Snakes on a Plane...


~Remula

So I didn't do anything today and that includes vacuuming. x_x How sad.. =/ Whateverz.. Burned the other CD for ARCH 131.. I didn't know what picture to put on the label, so in the end, I cropped the picture of the apple I drew for my weekly drawing and put that, lol. I wanted to use the door knob, but I didn't want to waste all my ink, so yeah. XP

Gonna go turn those in tomorrow.. And gonna try to change the size of something at the bookstore.. BLEH! And gonna try go buy my Winter Formal tickets 'cause I e-mailed the person in charge and she said that she'd be in her studio around 10 after her final, but I dunno if I'll catch her then 'cause I dunno if I can get to school then... Oh wellz... She said she'd hold tickets for me, so it's all good.

~Remula

So I stayed up last night not doing architecture, but helping bobbleheadvi with math. @_@ Isn't that weird? I so didn't feel that much stress 'cause math is better than architecture, hands down. It's even better when it's all easy shit that I remember. XD

But yeah.. I got up today around 7:15 and got ready.. Gonna start heading out around 8:15 or 8:20.. Somewhere in there.. And yeah.. I don't have any food items to bring, so I'll just pretend I forgot or something.. BLEH!

After today, no more architecture for the year. Isn't that exciting?! I know I'm excited for it. Gonna go home at 12:00, get my English stuff ready to turn in, then probably go and check out some of the reviews at 2:00 or so and bring my English stuff with me, so then I can head to English afterwards without having to come back here..


Almost done with all my classes! XD After this, it's just two finals next week.. XD

~Remula

ARCHITECTURE 131
Worked on our models some more.. I realized later on that I cut the notches at the bottom on the wrong side, but it's been glued there since Monday morning so it was really tight and I tried to rip it apart and the basswood cracked. x_x So had to recut the pieces and then was all paranoid that I would glue it wrong and stuff.. But yeah.. Did that, made some pieces, and yeah.. Around 11:30, all the other classes came in and they showed us the flyer thing about our review and told us about Friday and the CD stuff and all that.. Yeah.. I dunno.


BREAK
Went home and worked on my English essay for a while, then later went to class..


MATH 142
Reviewed.. That's about it..


ENGLISH 134
Talked about the essay, then did this assignment thing where we had to compare two introduction paragraphs..


AFTERWARDS
Went home and worked on my English essay for a little, then went to eat dinner. Came back, worked on my slip case and yeah.. Around 8:30, went to shower, then came back and worked on my slip case. Made the CD for the 105 project 'cause I forgot to, then made the label and yeah. Back to slip case.. That's about it..


Contemplated how non-131 people will be making their CDs 'cause they don't know how they like them.. Most likely they won't have CD labels or a white envelope and won't organize it right or anything. How sad for them..


I hate life right now.. It sucks ass. I don't know.. I can't wait until this week is over.. I still have a lot to do though.. This sucks ass.. =/


~Remula

So I worked on my English essay for a while and got about three and a half pages now. It's really crappy, but whatever.. After that, headed to math class and we got out midterms back. Let's just say I did bad. As in, really bad. As in, 68 bad. x_x Luckily, he gave everyone seven points on the test, so now I have a 75. Still not good, but at least it's a B. I'm very sad though 'cause I did stupid mistakes and all that. Feel so dumb.. *sigh* =/ After that, reviewed a bit, then got to leave.

In English class, we finished watching Bowling for Columbine, then we discussed it.

Got home, got out my drawing for ARCH 131, and worked on fixing it. =/ The side view was the only one that looked wrong, even though it was all wrong, so yeah.. Took forever and I couldn't get it right! =(

At 5:30, Amanda called and said we were going to Staples, so got my stuff and went to meet her and Jen by the mailboxes. Went to Staples and got some presentation folder things for the ARCH 105 documentation. After that, came back, ate dinner, then finished up my drawing. After that, cut out all the pieces of basswood I need ((basically)) and then went to shower at 9:00.. And yeah. That's about all I've done. =/


Gotta actually meet for ARCH 105 on Thursday. How sad. =/ Oh wellz..


Tomorrow is all about the documentation.. Better finish it! And then I need to go to the library to scan my drawings.. And then gotta glue my model pieces together. =/ And sometime tomorrow before math, I have to actually finish working on the review paper.. And attempt to look in the book at the review problems, if I can.. *sigh*


I have a C average on the midterm grades.. How sad. Dumb thing. ;_; I'm very depressed... *sigh*


I need to get to work on my English essay, but I'm so dead right now.. I think I'll just work on figuring out the layout for the documentation.. =/


~Remula

So I woke up at 6:32 today.. Proud for actually getting up close to when I'm suppose to ((6:30)), but tired as fuck. x_x This sucks.

Official start of Dead Week today. Oh joy. x_x Hopefully life won't suck TOO much...*sigh*

I don't want to go to class.. ARGH! I just want to sleep... Is that so wrong? =( And I didn't even glue my model back together, let alone make changes to it, so.. yeah. Hopefully not a lot of other people did either, but you never know.. =/ Some people are just overachievers..

~Remula

MORNING:
So I had a dream where I was in my suite, but it wasn't, and my suitemates were there, and some stuff happened and I was in bed and I looked at the clock and it read 8:43 and I was like, to my suitemates, "Oh, I don't have to get up 'cause class doesn't even start until 9:00" but after I said that, it sounded weird and I thought for a second and realized it was because, HELLO, I don't HAVE any classes that start at 9:00! And it was Friday in my dream, so I was like, "Wait a minute.. SHIT! Class started at 8:00!" and I ran out of the room to get ready and I tried to go to school, but it was taking forever and I forgot my shit and yeah.. Bad stuff. Then I woke up and it was really 6:20 (real time) and I was all freaked and tired and it sucked ass. And yeah.. When I finally had to get up, I was so drained. Bags under my eyes, didn't really feel like I was functioning, half-awake status. It sucked. x_x

I got ready and ate a granola bar and then just sat around and attempted to read, but didn't get far 'cause I was tired as fuck and couldn't concentrate.. And I was really wondering what the fuck I was doing up when I didn't even feel up to functioning.. x_x


ARCHITECTURE 131
So I brought my drawing board with my to class and yeah.. In the end, I didn't do jack shit. Seriously. Nothing. Nada. Zip. Zilch. Must I go on? The point is, I wasted away FOUR HOURS doing nothing. My drawings were wrong, but I didn't bring my model, so I couldn't fix them. They didn't tell us the layout for the final drawings, so couldn't start that. So yeah.. Class consisted of me sitting and doing nothing while watching some other people work and occasionally listening into conversations. Later on, Keith came over to sit next to me to talk 'cause no one was near him and he had nothing to do either. So we talked about the math test and random stuff and later, was listening to him talk to some other people, then me, him, and Ashley were talking about SD stuff and yeah.. He's leaving early Thursday morning, so can't get a ride from him. =/ But yeah.. Basically, no productivity at all. x_x

Around 11:00, went down to look at the fifth (?) year projects they were setting up. They looked really complex and stuff.. And hard.. And a lot of fuckin' work. It was kinda interesting..

After that, went to Brent's room and they showed us the layout for the drawings. Basically, they're all on one sheet of bristol and we only have to do the orthographic views. But yeah.. it'll take for-fuckin'-ever to do it all. I know it will 'cause I was struggling to do my drawings WRONG on the trace paper. That's how hard it is. Damn 3-D hard things.. I should have been smart about it and made something that would draw easy. *sigh*

Drawings due on Monday.. Bring modeling supplies 'cause we're starting on the models on Monday. BLEH!~


BREAK
Went home and dropped off stuff, then went to eat lunch. After eating, came back and basically did nothing 'cause I was tired as fuck and didn't want to do shit. I think I spent a while just dazed off. It was kinda sad, you know? =/


ENGLISH 134
Watched Bowling for Columbine. Didn't finish it.. BLEH! But it's in interesting video..


AFTERWARDS
Went home and didn't do anything for a bit, then worked on the analysis thing for Bowling for Columbine. Somehow, it took me longer than expected to finish that. I think it was the combination of me not having any writing abilities anymore, my tired semi-coherent-ness towards work, and my attitude of whatever-ness.

After I finished that, I went to shower and then came back at 8:30 and figured out the layout of my final drawings of the slip case. After that, it was 9:00 and went on the TV to see what was on and saw some skating. There was this black girl ((and that's really weird 'cause you don't normally see black figure skaters, you know?)) and she was REALLY good and she did a bunch of split jumps that were AWESOMELY high and, at the end, she did a backflip! OMG. Totally awesomeness! Too bad she didn't win against the other girl. =/

I gave up on watching figure skating after a while and had the urge to watch the Corbin Bleu MV for "Push It To The Limit" and then I had the urge to look up the movie that it's for and it sounds so awesome and I totally want to watch Jump It! now! And it comes out in January on Disney. And I don't have Disney. ;_; So sad.. ;_; I also found out from my explorations that there's gonna be a High School Musical 2 and I think it's probably gonna suck ass. =/

Talked to aznearthdragon and showed her my findings.. Then for some reason, I was on the Zac Efron website and looking at his bio and stuff 'cause I had nothing better to do ((I do, but you know work sucks..)) and yeah. 4.3GPA and he applied for UCLA and USC and according to Wiki ((not as reliable a source)), he got into both and is going to USC. On his website, it says he would go to USC if he got into both and I assume he did, so I guess it can be believable.. But yeah, me and aznearthdragon were saying, "Why can't he go to UCSD?! Or Cal Poly?!" 'cause we want to see him in real life just to see what he's REALLY like, haha. 'Cause, you know, we don't really like him all that much, but you never know.. maybe he's cool? Haha.


So yeah..

I'm tired as fuck. I want sleep. The drawings for ARCH 131 will take more than enough of my weekend. I haven't started my English essay. Life sucks.

Apparently it doesn't suck as much as Caleb's life though, 'cause I went to his xanga ((yeah, I'm a stalker. Sue me.)) and he posted today and yeah. I'll just copy and paste this part..

this week was hell

sunday: a few hrs nap in the car... in that 8 hr car ride... traffic was crazy
sunday night: slept at 6:30am
monday: 3 hr nap
monday night: 3:00am
tuesday: 1 hr nap
tuesday night: 4:30am
wednesday: 1 hr nap
wednesday night: 6:30 am
thursday: half hr nap
thursday night: 7:00 am

So yeah, WTF! I mean, I'd die if I had only that much sleep in a week. x_x And he didn't come to class today, but I totally understand, with that sleep schedule.. I'd totally pass out and not go to class either. But it's not like he missed anything, so yeah..

Anywayz... I have a lot to do this weekend. Oh joys of joy.


WEEKEND TO-DO LIST:
- Three Orthographic Drawings for ARCH 131
- English Essay

Okay, it doesn't look like much, but trust me, it IS.


Next week will be fuckin' HELL. I mean, it already started with the weekend, but damn..


WEEK TO-DO LIST:
- Slip Case Drawings [Monday]
- Archival Box Documentation [Thursday]
- Final Slip Case Model [Friday]
- English Essay [Friday]


Gotta do the drawings this weekend ((obviously)). Starting final slip case on Monday in class. Taking pictures on Tuesday, no matter what. I dunno where or how, but it's happening. Printing, binding, and CD will be done by Tuesday night, no matter what! Dunno when I'm writing that English essay, but it's gotta happen! Must scan drawings and shit, probably on Monday, but gotta have that done by Wednesday. Might be dying on Thursday night. Keep me in your mind 'cause I dunno if I'll have time for life at all this upcoming week. Freakin' Dead Week. I'll make time to post quickly though. It'll probably be the quick couple sentences every once in a while when I'm taking my short breaks, so don't expect one long normal entry. Won't have time for that, you know?


Found out that aznearthdragon is Battalion Commander now and that Martinez was fired. It's so whack though 'cause SGM said he talked to Martinez, but then Victoria said that he didn't even know and if she didn't tell him, he wouldn't have known! WTF! So messed. And it's like, she still has to do XO stuff, so it's even more whack. WTF. My poor baby aznearthdragon. She says she's stressed, but she doesn't know what stressed is. Even so, I still feel bad for my baby 'cause she has to do everything. I mean, seriously! BC, XO, UDT CDR, CG CDR, and now, SQD and PLT, most likely PLT CDR. Fuckin' sucks ass. My poor girl. =(


Apparently, a lot of people wanted to go to USC, but couldn't afford it. A bunch of them applied and got in, but didn't have the money to go. @_@ That's interesting, I guess.. But, I mean, why even apply when you KNOW you can't afford it? I mean, did they seriously think they'd get a lot of money from the school so they could go? @_@ But that's just my take on it... To each their own, I guess. They only liked it 'cause USC kept sending them stuff.. 'Cause they're a private school, so they can afford to send brochures and booklets and all that..


I'm really tired right now.. I wasn't really before, but now I'm feeling it again. I mean, I was dead last night from tiredness.. And then sometime in the afternoon, I kinda woke up? And I didn't feel any fatigue at all, but now it's coming back with a vengeance. x_x Fuckin' tiredness..

Only seven more days until classes are over.. And just six more days of torture, but I dunno if I can last, you know? I just don't have the energy anymore.. It's like, fuck. WTF.


I don't know what I'm doing here at all. Architecture is so not for me. But I don't even know where to go, you know? I'm just, like, dying from the work and it's only gonna get worse and I dunno. I want to be smart enough to get out, but I dunno where to go. I just can't take it anymore. I don't know. I need a lifetime break or something. I need easy classes. I need stability and structure. I can't get that with architecture and yet I'm staying with it. Why? =(


Come on, life.. Move a little faster so school can be over and I can relax! I'm not worried about my finals! I just need to get pass Dead Week! Then I can rest VERY WELL on Friday night and sleep in until I wake naturally on the 9th and yeah. Shopping or something those days until my final on my birthday, haha. Then home sweet home.. Can't wait.. Just move faster, time. Except for when I'm working on my drawings and stuff. Go slower then so I can actually finish and get rest.


Okay, gonna brush teeth now and go sleepy-sleepy 'cause I need to wake tomorrow and kill myself drawing. Keep me fresh in your minds.. I might not survive for you to see me again. x_x


~Remula

MORNING
Woke up at 6:40.. Got ready and ate a granola bar, then got ready and left for school around 7:45-ish..


ARCHITECTURE 131
Got to school and was putting down my stuff and realized I FORGOT MY WEEKLY DRAWING. I was so mad and basically ran back to my room to get it and then kinda ran back. Was soooo tired. ;_; Sucked.. Got back to the class at 8:15, but class didn't really even start yet, so it was all good. Anyway.. Did lettering and then had to put up our weekly draws and then went to the library. Looked at the M:OME exhibit. It was so.. argh 'cause the models were CRAZY! So much detail and stuff.. @_@ Afterwards, had a break, then went back to the room to talk about the weekly drawings. After that, he told us we'd have to do four drawings: top, perpendicular, parallel, and axonometric views on trace paper. BLEH! Sucks ass. =( Then had to set up our books in our groups and Brian went around to talk to the groups. We were first this time and I had to talk about mine first. Said I needed to use more of the chipboard to make the top more solid and more of the framing stuff underneath the book..

I was thinking of maybe making the top part of each level made of chipboard.. So it'd still have basswood for the frame, but the top is chipboard with the interventions cut out of the chipboard.. I guess it'd be more readable, but I'm not sure.. 'cause then you can't really see the interventions moving underneath.. I dunno.. I guess I'll try to diagram it to see what it looks like, but I think I'll probably go with that since it will actually make a bit more sense, i guess...

Anyway.. didn't do much except sit around.. Later, went to the other rooms to look at their cases and then yeah.. That's about it..


BREAK
Went to eat lunch, then worked on my English thing. After that, had to go to class....


MATH 142
More review.. BLEH! Midterm tomorrow! =O I'm not ready and I'll do bad. =( Teacher said the final is twice as long as a midterm, so will probably only take two hours, but we have three hours to do it.. That's kinda good since that means I don't have to be there the whole time..


ENGLISH 134
Discussed the reading as a group.. BLEH! Pretty boring.. Said that on next Friday, just have to come, turn in our paper, fill out an evaluation paper, then we're done and can leave. Yay.


AFTERWARDS
Went back to my room, worked on my math homework.. Went to eat with suitemates, then came back and finished up my math. After that, went to shower and yeah.. Now I'm not really doing anything and I know I'll regret it so much tomorrow when I'm doing my drawings, but I don't really care at the moment 'cause yeah.. Whatever, right? I'm already dying from that class.. I need this little break.. *sigh*


I don't want to bring my slip case on Friday 'cause I don't think i can carry it.. I dun want to bring my drawing board, but if I don't then I don't know what I'll be drawing on except the table. x_x And if I bring a t-square, then I dunno how I'd set that up since I don't exactly have an edge of the desk, you know? So I guess I'll probably bring the drawing board, but that definitely means no slip case 'cause I can't really hold that.. Well, I can, but the point is, I don't want to. XP


Brian said that the next three class days are basically work days, so we'll have the whole time to work on our things without instruction time. That's good 'cause then it's KINDA like a little less work at home.. ish. But not really, you know? Drawings on Friday.. Hopefully I can get most of them done during class so I don't have to do them during the weekend... Then next week, it's all about making the final case. BLEHHH!


Well, hopefully I can actually finish the four drawings tomorrow for Friday, so I don't have to carry my slip case to class.. BLEH! I don't even really care if I finish my drawings or not, since it's a work day, even though I should care since I'm sure Brian will be going around and looking, but at this point in time, I don't care. If I only finish two or three, oh well. Just bring those and work on those finals, haha. I don't even care anymore.. As long as I can finish at least half of the final drawings, I'm good, 'cause yeah.. Life sucks anyway and whatever. I'm so over life right now.. Hopefully I can somehow do the four drawings though. x_x


aznearthdragon kinda got in an accident today. =( Don't want to talk about it..


~Remula

MORNING
Couldn't fall asleep last night.. It was 12:00 before I could even get to bed. =( But yeah.. sucked. So I got up after aznearthdragon called me at 6:30. =/ Sooo tired. And sucked ass. Got ready and changed, then ate my sandwich. After that, packed up my stuff and left for school. It was 7:45-ish or whatever.. Maybe a little later.


ARCHITECTURE 131
Worked on another axonometric.. BLEH! It was a worm's eye view and I messed up in the beginning and didn't realize until half way through, but wanted to continue it 'cause I didn't want to start over.. And yeah, sucked. I couldn't figure out what I was doing since mine was rotated and it sucked. In the end, I barely had a quarter of it done and I just turned it in. Don't care anymore, you know? Fuck axonometrics. ;_; After that, put up our weekly drawings up and yeah.. went to Brent's class to talk about them.. Basically, they sucked. They showed the few good ones and then said we had to redo them for Wednesday. x_x Also have to fix up our slip cases or whatever 'cause on Wednesday, we're starting on our drawings and whatever we have is what we're drawing. x_x How do they expect us to do so much work? *sigh* I mean, seriously! We have other classes, damnit! *sigh* They just don't care.. >O

After that, went back to our class and talked about the FormZ thing and yeah.. After that, got to leave about 15 minutes early.


BREAK
Went home and worked on my math homework. After that, had about a few minutes before I had to go to class, so yeah..


MATH 142
Took notes and all.. Got a lot of homework. Sucked. Got out of class about 15 minutes early. Just went and sat outside of the English building for a while before going in..


ENGLISH 134
Got our essays back. I got an 11, so yay. After that, had to read some excerpt about dumpster diving.. BLEH! Had to write something too, but I don't remember what. Got our grades for the class.. I have a A-. Good enough for me, lol. Do well on the last essay and then I'm good for that class.


AFTERWARDS
Went home and worked on my math. Around 5:00, went to eat dinner with my suitemates. Then came back and worked on math. After that, did one of my weekly draws of my foot. Then just sat around for a few, then went to shower. After that, glued a bit of my box together and yeah.. I lost a piece. Sucks 'cause now I need to re-cut it! ARGH! Sucks ass. =(

Need to go to the shop tomorrow to finish up on some stuff and re-cut the piece, then gonna go back to my room to glue it together. BLEH! Then will do my other weekly draw and then work on my slip case, I guess.. BLEHHHHH!


I got this thing in the mail about what credits transfer and they put ENGL 101 as A1 and I thought it covered the A2 requirement, so yeah. Now I have to take SCOM 101 and this sucks ass. *sigh* Dumb thing.. Had to rearrange my schedule and stuff and that took a while to get it to work, but here's the new schedule..

ARCH 132 // MWF // 0810-1200
ENGL 145 // TR // 0710-0900 (Waitlist #8)
HNRS 134 (PHYS 141) // MTRF // 1310-1400 (Waitlist #2)
HNRS 101 (SCOM 101) // TR // 1410-1600

I don't really care about ENGL 145 that much.. I dunno if I want to take it or not. I mean, I don't want to have that many units, but I'll just leave it for now and I'll figure it out later.. I think I can get in physics, hopefully.. This sucks though.. I liked my other schedule.. But this is okay too.. BLEHHH!

I need to find out where the advising office or whatever is so I can ask them about the crossing out the four and putting 1/2 there 'cause.. 1/2 a unit? How do you do that? 'Cause that's what they did for all the transfer classes. So yeah.. BLAH.


~Remula

So I got into SD around 12:50. Waited for the 'rents to come get me, then went home.. It's so weird being home 'cause it's like.. I dunno. I'm not used to it anymore.. And when I went into my room this morning, I was like, "OMG it's so big!" 'cause yeah, haha. My room is tiny. XP But yeah.. It's good to be home, lol. So damn good! XD


So today woke up and around 8:30 or whatever 'cause parents woke us up. Got ready and ate, then we went to Wal-Mart. After that, went down to Lemon Grove and went around to these two music stores to ask for pianowire. I said they wouldn't have it, but yeah.. Then went to some craft stores, but they didn't have anything I wanted, so left. Went to Michael's and bought some basswood planks. Cost about $18. Then went home and looked up a bunch of hobby stores until I got one that sold pianowire and then went there to buy it. It was on Clairemont Blvd. Bought some pianowire and basswood there.. $18. After that, went home and yeah.. So spent almost $40 on crap for architecture today, and it doesn't even look like a lot! x_x


I hate FormZ 'cause it keeps freezing and I can't do anythng. x_x

Tomorrow I have an interview at Carrier Johnson at 9:00. Gonna go to the art store around there afterwards.. I wanna hang with people later, but I dunno if we are.. Dunno what we'll do.. BLAHHH!~


~Remula