Dec. 8th, 2006 08:13 am
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So I stayed up last night not doing architecture, but helping [ profile] bobbleheadvi with math. @_@ Isn't that weird? I so didn't feel that much stress 'cause math is better than architecture, hands down. It's even better when it's all easy shit that I remember. XD

But yeah.. I got up today around 7:15 and got ready.. Gonna start heading out around 8:15 or 8:20.. Somewhere in there.. And yeah.. I don't have any food items to bring, so I'll just pretend I forgot or something.. BLEH!

After today, no more architecture for the year. Isn't that exciting?! I know I'm excited for it. Gonna go home at 12:00, get my English stuff ready to turn in, then probably go and check out some of the reviews at 2:00 or so and bring my English stuff with me, so then I can head to English afterwards without having to come back here..

Almost done with all my classes! XD After this, it's just two finals next week.. XD



Dec. 7th, 2006 11:20 pm
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Went to the bookstore with my suitemates 'cause they were all going.. It was almost one at the time.. Got there and went around looking at stuff. Got two small triangles and the scantron for EDES. Got Nghia a jacket thing that's grey and says Cal Poly on it. He better like it! But it's x-large and might be kinda big-ish..

Lauren was taking forever 'cause we were all waiting for her in the end.. Finally, Bethany got her and we went back to Stenner. Got back at 1:40, so got my stuff and then went to school for class.

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Talked about the final.. That's about it. Got out of class at 2:35, so went to the bookstore 'cause I was determined to get some Cal Poly wear for me. I wanted this one jacket, but yeah... Ended up getting the architecture sweater. BLEH! The jacket I wanted was the one I got Nghia 'cause at the time, there was only x-large, but when I went, there was small, but I didn't want to get the same thing as what I got him, so yeah..

Talked about the class and then the essay.. That's about it..

Went home and worked on my Slip Case. Went to eat dinner, then came back to Slip Case. Surprisingly, I "finished" it at 6:45-ish and decided it was picture time. Set up and tried to take pictures, but it kept tipping over 'cause I'd be moving this or that or barely touching the box it was sitting on and yeah.. I think I had to re-glue a million times and this one stick I put to attach the top kept cracking from the falls and I'd keep having to take it out, cut a new piece, and re-glue. It sucked ass. Finally finished that around 8:30 and realized we'd probably have to turn in our drawings tomorrow and I didn't scan, so headed to the library to scan. x_x

Got to the library, scanned, then came back. It was about 9:20 or something.. Did some stuff, then went to shower. After that, came back and put the pics on the computer and renamed them. Then fixed up the scans and yeah.. I could totally do my CD today, but I don't want to, since it's not due until next week, so yeah..

I thought today would be really stressful, but it wasn't as much as I thought. Weird. Must be because I didn't really change my case that much... I feel like a slacker, but I don't really care..

Tomorrow, ARCH 131 will be over for GOOD. OMG. So exciting! XD

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Worked on our models some more.. I realized later on that I cut the notches at the bottom on the wrong side, but it's been glued there since Monday morning so it was really tight and I tried to rip it apart and the basswood cracked. x_x So had to recut the pieces and then was all paranoid that I would glue it wrong and stuff.. But yeah.. Did that, made some pieces, and yeah.. Around 11:30, all the other classes came in and they showed us the flyer thing about our review and told us about Friday and the CD stuff and all that.. Yeah.. I dunno.

Went home and worked on my English essay for a while, then later went to class..

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Reviewed.. That's about it..

Talked about the essay, then did this assignment thing where we had to compare two introduction paragraphs..

Went home and worked on my English essay for a little, then went to eat dinner. Came back, worked on my slip case and yeah.. Around 8:30, went to shower, then came back and worked on my slip case. Made the CD for the 105 project 'cause I forgot to, then made the label and yeah. Back to slip case.. That's about it..

Contemplated how non-131 people will be making their CDs 'cause they don't know how they like them.. Most likely they won't have CD labels or a white envelope and won't organize it right or anything. How sad for them..

I hate life right now.. It sucks ass. I don't know.. I can't wait until this week is over.. I still have a lot to do though.. This sucks ass.. =/

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So I worked on my English essay for a while and got about three and a half pages now. It's really crappy, but whatever.. After that, headed to math class and we got out midterms back. Let's just say I did bad. As in, really bad. As in, 68 bad. x_x Luckily, he gave everyone seven points on the test, so now I have a 75. Still not good, but at least it's a B. I'm very sad though 'cause I did stupid mistakes and all that. Feel so dumb.. *sigh* =/ After that, reviewed a bit, then got to leave.

In English class, we finished watching Bowling for Columbine, then we discussed it.

Got home, got out my drawing for ARCH 131, and worked on fixing it. =/ The side view was the only one that looked wrong, even though it was all wrong, so yeah.. Took forever and I couldn't get it right! =(

At 5:30, Amanda called and said we were going to Staples, so got my stuff and went to meet her and Jen by the mailboxes. Went to Staples and got some presentation folder things for the ARCH 105 documentation. After that, came back, ate dinner, then finished up my drawing. After that, cut out all the pieces of basswood I need ((basically)) and then went to shower at 9:00.. And yeah. That's about all I've done. =/

Gotta actually meet for ARCH 105 on Thursday. How sad. =/ Oh wellz..

Tomorrow is all about the documentation.. Better finish it! And then I need to go to the library to scan my drawings.. And then gotta glue my model pieces together. =/ And sometime tomorrow before math, I have to actually finish working on the review paper.. And attempt to look in the book at the review problems, if I can.. *sigh*

I have a C average on the midterm grades.. How sad. Dumb thing. ;_; I'm very depressed... *sigh*

I need to get to work on my English essay, but I'm so dead right now.. I think I'll just work on figuring out the layout for the documentation.. =/

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So I didn't get as much sleep again, but somehow, I fell asleep again after [ profile] aznearthdragon called me at 8:30. I didn't wake up until 10:00 and I was really tired. x_x Got up anyway and got ready, then got my laundry sorted and went to start the first load. Went to eat after that, then came to my room to get the other load, put that in, and stick my other clothes in the dryer. Came back and took notes on my two essays for my English essay and then went to get laundry and folded clothes. After that, more notes, then got the other load of laundry to fold. Took a short break after that where I didn't do much, but took notes every once in a while, then finally started writing. Went to eat dinner, then came back and wrote about two pages, then showered. Read some fics in between 'cause yeah... x_x And yeah..

Basically, I wasted away the whole day not doing shit. Seriously. Kinda sad, but whatevz, you know? I didn't feel up to doing stuff. I'll be killing myself anyway since it's DEAD WEEK, so.. why not just let some work sit and stuff, right? The only reason I'm even doing my English essay is 'cause I know I won't get a chance to actually sit and write it during the week, so yeah. Hopefully more of it gets done. I'm aiming for three pages before I go to sleep.. BLEH!

So, gotta get back to work... I'm tired,, but whatever. Dead Week.. Joy.


So tired..

Dec. 1st, 2006 11:37 pm
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So I had a dream where I was in my suite, but it wasn't, and my suitemates were there, and some stuff happened and I was in bed and I looked at the clock and it read 8:43 and I was like, to my suitemates, "Oh, I don't have to get up 'cause class doesn't even start until 9:00" but after I said that, it sounded weird and I thought for a second and realized it was because, HELLO, I don't HAVE any classes that start at 9:00! And it was Friday in my dream, so I was like, "Wait a minute.. SHIT! Class started at 8:00!" and I ran out of the room to get ready and I tried to go to school, but it was taking forever and I forgot my shit and yeah.. Bad stuff. Then I woke up and it was really 6:20 (real time) and I was all freaked and tired and it sucked ass. And yeah.. When I finally had to get up, I was so drained. Bags under my eyes, didn't really feel like I was functioning, half-awake status. It sucked. x_x

I got ready and ate a granola bar and then just sat around and attempted to read, but didn't get far 'cause I was tired as fuck and couldn't concentrate.. And I was really wondering what the fuck I was doing up when I didn't even feel up to functioning.. x_x

So I brought my drawing board with my to class and yeah.. In the end, I didn't do jack shit. Seriously. Nothing. Nada. Zip. Zilch. Must I go on? The point is, I wasted away FOUR HOURS doing nothing. My drawings were wrong, but I didn't bring my model, so I couldn't fix them. They didn't tell us the layout for the final drawings, so couldn't start that. So yeah.. Class consisted of me sitting and doing nothing while watching some other people work and occasionally listening into conversations. Later on, Keith came over to sit next to me to talk 'cause no one was near him and he had nothing to do either. So we talked about the math test and random stuff and later, was listening to him talk to some other people, then me, him, and Ashley were talking about SD stuff and yeah.. He's leaving early Thursday morning, so can't get a ride from him. =/ But yeah.. Basically, no productivity at all. x_x

Around 11:00, went down to look at the fifth (?) year projects they were setting up. They looked really complex and stuff.. And hard.. And a lot of fuckin' work. It was kinda interesting..

After that, went to Brent's room and they showed us the layout for the drawings. Basically, they're all on one sheet of bristol and we only have to do the orthographic views. But yeah.. it'll take for-fuckin'-ever to do it all. I know it will 'cause I was struggling to do my drawings WRONG on the trace paper. That's how hard it is. Damn 3-D hard things.. I should have been smart about it and made something that would draw easy. *sigh*

Drawings due on Monday.. Bring modeling supplies 'cause we're starting on the models on Monday. BLEH!~

Went home and dropped off stuff, then went to eat lunch. After eating, came back and basically did nothing 'cause I was tired as fuck and didn't want to do shit. I think I spent a while just dazed off. It was kinda sad, you know? =/

Watched Bowling for Columbine. Didn't finish it.. BLEH! But it's in interesting video..

Went home and didn't do anything for a bit, then worked on the analysis thing for Bowling for Columbine. Somehow, it took me longer than expected to finish that. I think it was the combination of me not having any writing abilities anymore, my tired semi-coherent-ness towards work, and my attitude of whatever-ness.

After I finished that, I went to shower and then came back at 8:30 and figured out the layout of my final drawings of the slip case. After that, it was 9:00 and went on the TV to see what was on and saw some skating. There was this black girl ((and that's really weird 'cause you don't normally see black figure skaters, you know?)) and she was REALLY good and she did a bunch of split jumps that were AWESOMELY high and, at the end, she did a backflip! OMG. Totally awesomeness! Too bad she didn't win against the other girl. =/

I gave up on watching figure skating after a while and had the urge to watch the Corbin Bleu MV for "Push It To The Limit" and then I had the urge to look up the movie that it's for and it sounds so awesome and I totally want to watch Jump It! now! And it comes out in January on Disney. And I don't have Disney. ;_; So sad.. ;_; I also found out from my explorations that there's gonna be a High School Musical 2 and I think it's probably gonna suck ass. =/

Talked to [ profile] aznearthdragon and showed her my findings.. Then for some reason, I was on the Zac Efron website and looking at his bio and stuff 'cause I had nothing better to do ((I do, but you know work sucks..)) and yeah. 4.3GPA and he applied for UCLA and USC and according to Wiki ((not as reliable a source)), he got into both and is going to USC. On his website, it says he would go to USC if he got into both and I assume he did, so I guess it can be believable.. But yeah, me and [ profile] aznearthdragon were saying, "Why can't he go to UCSD?! Or Cal Poly?!" 'cause we want to see him in real life just to see what he's REALLY like, haha. 'Cause, you know, we don't really like him all that much, but you never know.. maybe he's cool? Haha.

So yeah..

I'm tired as fuck. I want sleep. The drawings for ARCH 131 will take more than enough of my weekend. I haven't started my English essay. Life sucks.

Apparently it doesn't suck as much as Caleb's life though, 'cause I went to his xanga ((yeah, I'm a stalker. Sue me.)) and he posted today and yeah. I'll just copy and paste this part..

this week was hell

sunday: a few hrs nap in the car... in that 8 hr car ride... traffic was crazy
sunday night: slept at 6:30am
monday: 3 hr nap
monday night: 3:00am
tuesday: 1 hr nap
tuesday night: 4:30am
wednesday: 1 hr nap
wednesday night: 6:30 am
thursday: half hr nap
thursday night: 7:00 am

So yeah, WTF! I mean, I'd die if I had only that much sleep in a week. x_x And he didn't come to class today, but I totally understand, with that sleep schedule.. I'd totally pass out and not go to class either. But it's not like he missed anything, so yeah..

Anywayz... I have a lot to do this weekend. Oh joys of joy.

- Three Orthographic Drawings for ARCH 131
- English Essay

Okay, it doesn't look like much, but trust me, it IS.

Next week will be fuckin' HELL. I mean, it already started with the weekend, but damn..

- Slip Case Drawings [Monday]
- Archival Box Documentation [Thursday]
- Final Slip Case Model [Friday]
- English Essay [Friday]

Gotta do the drawings this weekend ((obviously)). Starting final slip case on Monday in class. Taking pictures on Tuesday, no matter what. I dunno where or how, but it's happening. Printing, binding, and CD will be done by Tuesday night, no matter what! Dunno when I'm writing that English essay, but it's gotta happen! Must scan drawings and shit, probably on Monday, but gotta have that done by Wednesday. Might be dying on Thursday night. Keep me in your mind 'cause I dunno if I'll have time for life at all this upcoming week. Freakin' Dead Week. I'll make time to post quickly though. It'll probably be the quick couple sentences every once in a while when I'm taking my short breaks, so don't expect one long normal entry. Won't have time for that, you know?

Found out that [ profile] aznearthdragon is Battalion Commander now and that Martinez was fired. It's so whack though 'cause SGM said he talked to Martinez, but then Victoria said that he didn't even know and if she didn't tell him, he wouldn't have known! WTF! So messed. And it's like, she still has to do XO stuff, so it's even more whack. WTF. My poor baby [ profile] aznearthdragon. She says she's stressed, but she doesn't know what stressed is. Even so, I still feel bad for my baby 'cause she has to do everything. I mean, seriously! BC, XO, UDT CDR, CG CDR, and now, SQD and PLT, most likely PLT CDR. Fuckin' sucks ass. My poor girl. =(

Apparently, a lot of people wanted to go to USC, but couldn't afford it. A bunch of them applied and got in, but didn't have the money to go. @_@ That's interesting, I guess.. But, I mean, why even apply when you KNOW you can't afford it? I mean, did they seriously think they'd get a lot of money from the school so they could go? @_@ But that's just my take on it... To each their own, I guess. They only liked it 'cause USC kept sending them stuff.. 'Cause they're a private school, so they can afford to send brochures and booklets and all that..

I'm really tired right now.. I wasn't really before, but now I'm feeling it again. I mean, I was dead last night from tiredness.. And then sometime in the afternoon, I kinda woke up? And I didn't feel any fatigue at all, but now it's coming back with a vengeance. x_x Fuckin' tiredness..

Only seven more days until classes are over.. And just six more days of torture, but I dunno if I can last, you know? I just don't have the energy anymore.. It's like, fuck. WTF.

I don't know what I'm doing here at all. Architecture is so not for me. But I don't even know where to go, you know? I'm just, like, dying from the work and it's only gonna get worse and I dunno. I want to be smart enough to get out, but I dunno where to go. I just can't take it anymore. I don't know. I need a lifetime break or something. I need easy classes. I need stability and structure. I can't get that with architecture and yet I'm staying with it. Why? =(

Come on, life.. Move a little faster so school can be over and I can relax! I'm not worried about my finals! I just need to get pass Dead Week! Then I can rest VERY WELL on Friday night and sleep in until I wake naturally on the 9th and yeah. Shopping or something those days until my final on my birthday, haha. Then home sweet home.. Can't wait.. Just move faster, time. Except for when I'm working on my drawings and stuff. Go slower then so I can actually finish and get rest.

Okay, gonna brush teeth now and go sleepy-sleepy 'cause I need to wake tomorrow and kill myself drawing. Keep me fresh in your minds.. I might not survive for you to see me again. x_x

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Woke up at 6:40 and went to get ready. Brooke was sick and throwing up. x_x Got ready and stuff, then left for school around 7:45.

Class was actually interesting.. He showed us some of his drawings, then at the end of class, we did a drawing exercise where we had 30 seconds to draw whatever thing the ten people chosen said. It was fun. And we got five points towards the final. XD

Went to Brent's office, but he wasn't there. Sat with everyone else in there waiting. He finally showed around 9:30.. x_x Showed him the box and he checked it off ((and he actually knew my name! Weird...)) and then went back to Stenner with two other girls 'cause we all forget our grade sheets.. Got that and went back to Brent's office to give it to him. After that, went to the Arch office to turn in my interview thing. Then went back to Stenner and attempted to do the top view of my slip case, but it wasn't working and I erased it all and then went to eat lunch. After that, came back and did absolutely nothing until I had to go to class. Attempted to study a bit, but that didn't really work, so yeah...

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Totally failed my midterm. I didn't do one problem and I totally did another one wrong. I skipped one of the fill in the blanks and yeah.. I'm just hoping it was a C. x_x

Watched Bowling for Columbine and had to take notes. Gonna finish it tomorrow and then we have to write a two page response to it talking about the arguments and how he makes them and stuff. BLEH!

Worked on my drawings for ARCH 131. BLEH! Sucked. Got through the top and part of the front, then went to eat dinner. After that, came back and finished the front, then did the side. Front and side views are wrong, but whatever. After that, had to do the axonometic. Somehow, that was the easiest to draw. x_x But yeah.. I dunno.. It took a while though, since there were so many lines and I had to line things up. After that, cleaned up, then went to shower. It was 10:30. x_x

After showering, got my stuff ready to go to school tomorrow. Put four sheets of Bristol in my tube.. It sucks 'cause i'l be all wrinkled when I take it out to work on it tomorrow. =/ Oh wellz.. And I have to bring the drawing board tomorrow.. That's gonna suck ass. I've never carried it before.. =/

I'm so tired.. I don't want to go to school tomorrow. =/

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Woke up at 6:40.. Got ready and ate a granola bar, then got ready and left for school around 7:45-ish..

Got to school and was putting down my stuff and realized I FORGOT MY WEEKLY DRAWING. I was so mad and basically ran back to my room to get it and then kinda ran back. Was soooo tired. ;_; Sucked.. Got back to the class at 8:15, but class didn't really even start yet, so it was all good. Anyway.. Did lettering and then had to put up our weekly draws and then went to the library. Looked at the M:OME exhibit. It was so.. argh 'cause the models were CRAZY! So much detail and stuff.. @_@ Afterwards, had a break, then went back to the room to talk about the weekly drawings. After that, he told us we'd have to do four drawings: top, perpendicular, parallel, and axonometric views on trace paper. BLEH! Sucks ass. =( Then had to set up our books in our groups and Brian went around to talk to the groups. We were first this time and I had to talk about mine first. Said I needed to use more of the chipboard to make the top more solid and more of the framing stuff underneath the book..

I was thinking of maybe making the top part of each level made of chipboard.. So it'd still have basswood for the frame, but the top is chipboard with the interventions cut out of the chipboard.. I guess it'd be more readable, but I'm not sure.. 'cause then you can't really see the interventions moving underneath.. I dunno.. I guess I'll try to diagram it to see what it looks like, but I think I'll probably go with that since it will actually make a bit more sense, i guess...

Anyway.. didn't do much except sit around.. Later, went to the other rooms to look at their cases and then yeah.. That's about it..

Went to eat lunch, then worked on my English thing. After that, had to go to class....

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More review.. BLEH! Midterm tomorrow! =O I'm not ready and I'll do bad. =( Teacher said the final is twice as long as a midterm, so will probably only take two hours, but we have three hours to do it.. That's kinda good since that means I don't have to be there the whole time..

Discussed the reading as a group.. BLEH! Pretty boring.. Said that on next Friday, just have to come, turn in our paper, fill out an evaluation paper, then we're done and can leave. Yay.

Went back to my room, worked on my math homework.. Went to eat with suitemates, then came back and finished up my math. After that, went to shower and yeah.. Now I'm not really doing anything and I know I'll regret it so much tomorrow when I'm doing my drawings, but I don't really care at the moment 'cause yeah.. Whatever, right? I'm already dying from that class.. I need this little break.. *sigh*

I don't want to bring my slip case on Friday 'cause I don't think i can carry it.. I dun want to bring my drawing board, but if I don't then I don't know what I'll be drawing on except the table. x_x And if I bring a t-square, then I dunno how I'd set that up since I don't exactly have an edge of the desk, you know? So I guess I'll probably bring the drawing board, but that definitely means no slip case 'cause I can't really hold that.. Well, I can, but the point is, I don't want to. XP

Brian said that the next three class days are basically work days, so we'll have the whole time to work on our things without instruction time. That's good 'cause then it's KINDA like a little less work at home.. ish. But not really, you know? Drawings on Friday.. Hopefully I can get most of them done during class so I don't have to do them during the weekend... Then next week, it's all about making the final case. BLEHHH!

Well, hopefully I can actually finish the four drawings tomorrow for Friday, so I don't have to carry my slip case to class.. BLEH! I don't even really care if I finish my drawings or not, since it's a work day, even though I should care since I'm sure Brian will be going around and looking, but at this point in time, I don't care. If I only finish two or three, oh well. Just bring those and work on those finals, haha. I don't even care anymore.. As long as I can finish at least half of the final drawings, I'm good, 'cause yeah.. Life sucks anyway and whatever. I'm so over life right now.. Hopefully I can somehow do the four drawings though. x_x

[ profile] aznearthdragon kinda got in an accident today. =( Don't want to talk about it..

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Couldn't fall asleep last night.. It was 12:00 before I could even get to bed. =( But yeah.. sucked. So I got up after [ profile] aznearthdragon called me at 6:30. =/ Sooo tired. And sucked ass. Got ready and changed, then ate my sandwich. After that, packed up my stuff and left for school. It was 7:45-ish or whatever.. Maybe a little later.

Worked on another axonometric.. BLEH! It was a worm's eye view and I messed up in the beginning and didn't realize until half way through, but wanted to continue it 'cause I didn't want to start over.. And yeah, sucked. I couldn't figure out what I was doing since mine was rotated and it sucked. In the end, I barely had a quarter of it done and I just turned it in. Don't care anymore, you know? Fuck axonometrics. ;_; After that, put up our weekly drawings up and yeah.. went to Brent's class to talk about them.. Basically, they sucked. They showed the few good ones and then said we had to redo them for Wednesday. x_x Also have to fix up our slip cases or whatever 'cause on Wednesday, we're starting on our drawings and whatever we have is what we're drawing. x_x How do they expect us to do so much work? *sigh* I mean, seriously! We have other classes, damnit! *sigh* They just don't care.. >O

After that, went back to our class and talked about the FormZ thing and yeah.. After that, got to leave about 15 minutes early.

Went home and worked on my math homework. After that, had about a few minutes before I had to go to class, so yeah..

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Took notes and all.. Got a lot of homework. Sucked. Got out of class about 15 minutes early. Just went and sat outside of the English building for a while before going in..

Got our essays back. I got an 11, so yay. After that, had to read some excerpt about dumpster diving.. BLEH! Had to write something too, but I don't remember what. Got our grades for the class.. I have a A-. Good enough for me, lol. Do well on the last essay and then I'm good for that class.

Went home and worked on my math. Around 5:00, went to eat dinner with my suitemates. Then came back and worked on math. After that, did one of my weekly draws of my foot. Then just sat around for a few, then went to shower. After that, glued a bit of my box together and yeah.. I lost a piece. Sucks 'cause now I need to re-cut it! ARGH! Sucks ass. =(

Need to go to the shop tomorrow to finish up on some stuff and re-cut the piece, then gonna go back to my room to glue it together. BLEH! Then will do my other weekly draw and then work on my slip case, I guess.. BLEHHHHH!

I got this thing in the mail about what credits transfer and they put ENGL 101 as A1 and I thought it covered the A2 requirement, so yeah. Now I have to take SCOM 101 and this sucks ass. *sigh* Dumb thing.. Had to rearrange my schedule and stuff and that took a while to get it to work, but here's the new schedule..

ARCH 132 // MWF // 0810-1200
ENGL 145 // TR // 0710-0900 (Waitlist #8)
HNRS 134 (PHYS 141) // MTRF // 1310-1400 (Waitlist #2)
HNRS 101 (SCOM 101) // TR // 1410-1600

I don't really care about ENGL 145 that much.. I dunno if I want to take it or not. I mean, I don't want to have that many units, but I'll just leave it for now and I'll figure it out later.. I think I can get in physics, hopefully.. This sucks though.. I liked my other schedule.. But this is okay too.. BLEHHH!

I need to find out where the advising office or whatever is so I can ask them about the crossing out the four and putting 1/2 there 'cause.. 1/2 a unit? How do you do that? 'Cause that's what they did for all the transfer classes. So yeah.. BLAH.

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So I woke up this morning, for some reason, at freakin' 4:00 in the morning. x_x Went back to sleep, then woke up at five-something. x_x I was wide awake both times too! x_x But then it got to where the alarm rang for real and I was SOOO tired. Sucked ass. x_x Got up though at 6:40 and got ready for school. Left around 7:45 for class. Was almost to class near the business building when my drafting tube thing was sliding down my arm, so I was going to pull it up and I knocked into my slip case and it basically broke into pieces. ;_; I was SOOOOO mad! Oh my goodness, sucked ass. Went to class and was rushing trying to glue it back together. x_x BLEHHHH!

Worked on an axonometric drawing. Was freakin' hard and I kept getting SOOOO lost. =( I dunno.. I didn't even finish and an hour and a half later, had a break. =( Sucked ass.. On break, talked to [ profile] bobbleheadvi and [ profile] aznearthdragon, then went back to class and had to get into groups of four to talk about our slip cases. Freakin' Valerie and Marcela decided to work with Emma and Rachel, so I was left alone. x_x Went over and worked with Ashley and Mandy, then Caleb came over and joined us. Whatevz.. I like my group better anyway 'cause Mandy is really good at this class and she gives good comments and Caleb is just.. SO DAMN GOOD at it all, even though he says he's sucks or whatever.. It's like, damn, why can't I have that talent and drive? =/ I think I need to be better friends with these kinds of people.. the ones who actually work and care.. I dunno...

So talked about our books.. And then later, all the other classes decided to come in. @_@ Then later, Brian was going around to each group to talk individually and he came to us last. x_x So lame.. I don't really remember what he said about mine other than it's better and I actually have a movement now. After that, had to go over to Brent's room to talk about what we have to do over Thanksgiving break.

SO FUCKIN' HAPPY 'cause we don't have to work on the slip cases over break. All we have is two weekly drawings and a FormZ thing. I know that's still kinda a lot, but at the same time, it's SO not. It's such an exciting prospect! XD I don't know.. I think everyone was so happy that that was all we'd have to do, you know? 'Cause we were kinda expecting the worst and all.. So yeah.. XD

Went back to our rooms and packed up to leave. Brian said we could turn in our axonometrics on Monday, so yeah. Now I have time to figure out what the fuck is going on in the stupid thing. x_x

Went home, dropped off my stuff and got my one piece of wood to cut and then went back to school just to find out that the shop didn't open until 1:00 and I didn't have time to go at that time, you know? x_x So went back to Stenner and then went to eat lunch. After that, went to my room and packed, then later left for school around 1:25 'cause I had to return my library books and I wasn't sure how long that'd take. But yeah.. I finished that really quick and I should have brought my piece of wood 'cause I had about 15 minutes to spare and could have totally done it! x_x But yeah.. Sucked.

MATH 142
Notes, like usual.. BLAH! I hate the stuff we're doing.. =/ Got homework, turned in my work, then left. Went to the English building and waited forever for the teacher to show, then just turned in my essay and told him I couldn't stay for class and he was acting all dumb like, WTF is she giving me an essay for and was like, "Okay, thanks for giving my your essay" and I was thinking WTF 'cause of COURSE I'd turn in my essay -- it's DUE today and if I'm not going to class, gotta turn it in, you know? I mean, seriously, I went all the way to the class to turn it in. Why does he have to be fuckin' dumb about it? x_x

Walked back to Stenner, got my stuff together and all, then at 3:30, walked to the bus stop and waited for the bus. Damn stuff is so heavy! Sucked ass. x_x

The bus was running late and it sucked 'cause it got to the Amtrak station at 4:20. My train was set to leave at 4:25, so yeah. x_x Rushed into the station and saw the bunches of people in line to talk to the info people and I was like fuck 'cause I wanted to get my tickets for Winter Break, you know? But yeah.. Went outside and asked one of the Amtrak people which train was the one to LA and she pointed to one and it was pretty far away. x_x Kinda half ran ((as much as I could with all the crap I was carrying)) and got on the train about a minute or two before it left.

So far, I haven't done much. I mean, I did some math homework, but I gave up on that after a while, so yeah.. Then I was talking on the phone and now I'm writing this entry and it's currently 8:00 and we just passed.. Oxnard about five minutes ago? Or something like that.. I dunno how long ago it was, but yeah..

I don't have internet here, so I'm just gonna be posting this later when I get home and stuff...

So I got [ profile] aznearthdragon to look at the times for me since I forgot to print the schedule of when we're suppose to arrive in LA, so yeah.. At 9:45, suppose to get there and then the other train from LA to SD leaves at 10:10? or something like that..

Now I just realized -- Why the fuck did I ask her? I have the train schedule on the laptop. x_x I'm pretty dumb, lol. ^_^;;

I was watching The Nightmare Before Christmas earlier, but then it stopped. ;_; Apparently [ profile] aznearthdragon didn't finish sending it to me. =( How sad... It's 8:53 right now, so yeah.. I think I'll watch some other movie now, I guess...


So the train got into LA around 9:35, which is about ten minutes earlier than expected.. Got out and went to the next platform and waited forever for the doors to open so we could board. Got on a little before 10:00 and yeah.. Talked to [ profile] bobbleheadvi and [ profile] aznearthdragon for a bit and yeah... That's about it.. Earlier, I was starting Beautiful Thing, but I didn't get that far.. And then I was trying to watch the Making the Video I recorded today 'cause it was 30STM's new video, but I couldn't really hear, so yeah.. Apparently it's a Chinese type thing though, haha. Too bad they were speaking Mandarin. x_x

Okay, gonna watch some more of Beautiful Thing now, I guess. We're at Fullerton right now.. It's 10:43.

Gave up on Beautiful Thing 'cause I couldn't hear anything.. x_x It's 11:15 and we're headed for San Juan Capistrano..

Just passed San Juan Capristrano.. BLAH. ((11:30))

It's 11:56 and we're in Oceanside.. Been listening to music and then watching Brokeback Mountain.. I can't really hear, as usual, so yeah..

Soluna Beach ((12:12))...

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Woke up at 6:45, as usual, got ready, and then left for school around 7:50. Didn't have to bring the laptop, but was suppose to bring modeling stuff..

Figure Friday, then did some lettering. After that, had a break, then we went to Brent's room to look at some pictures of other projects from some other school. They kept talking about how the movement is implied and recognizable, but for some of them, I didn't even see it, so.. yeah. I didn't even get their projects.. BLEH! After that, went back to our rooms and we had to sketch some diagrams to show the movement of our slip cases. I didn't even have a movement in mine yet.. x_x Theresa gave me an idea for a movement though, for it to be spiraling up and shrinking or whatever.. I thought that was awesome and am gonna roll with it for the next case. But yeah.. The teachers were going through the rooms talking about each book and our class was last. We were all just basically hanging and talking until they came. There was some interesting conversations, like the crunchy cereal thing, where they were talking about how Valerie doesn't listen, just like the commercial. 'Cause the teachers have been telling her to get a new book since the beginning, but she's stuck with what she had. And everytime, she didn't even change anything on her book, even though they told her to. Valerie also decided she wanted to have a sleep over since a bunch of us were going on the Poly Canyon Tour the next day.. Blah, blah, they came in and we all got silent. Went through the books, then they got to mine and they said it was chaotic and basically, it sucked. But I already knew that, so whatever.. When they got to Valerie's, they said she needed to start over with a new book.

Went to Valerie's room with Marcela and waited for Valerie to get our food from The Avenue. She came, we ate, then when it was about 12:40, started walking up to the canyon. Got there at 1:00 and was just sitting around 'cause the teacher or wasn't there.. At 1:20, he finally came. It was "Santa" from the workshop. Anyway.. Had to pull weeds from the path, then later fill wheelbarrows with gravel and fill in the path. I was just shoveling the gravel into the wheelbarrows for that part 'cause I didn't want to take the barrows down. BLEH! Arms hurt like a bitch now.. =(

Something creepy: Rachel was trying to get Santa to let us leave early 'cause we'd be done and have to walk in the dark and she was like, "There's a rapist on the loose" 'cause there is, and he says, "He's not on the loose. He's right here" and yeah. Shouldn't be saying stuff like that, especially if you're a teacher!

Did that until about 4:00 and then we could leave. Walked all the way down, got my stuff from Valerie's, then walked home with Marcela. Showered when I got home and then went to eat dinner with Kitto 'cause I was starved. After that, was about to start working on my English essay, but Marcela called me and asked if i was ready to go, so I had to pack up my crap and then go over to wait for Marcela.

Walked all the way to Valerie's place and then had some pizza and cinnatwists. ((Was Valerie, Emma, Marcela, Stephen, and me.)) After that, played some games and took pictures and yeah. Stalerie ((Stephen and Valerie 'cause Valerie was on Stephen's shoulders)) got tagged by Marcela and then we all decided it'd be fun to go over to Sequoia so Stalerie could tag Niki. Got there and went looking on all the doors on the second floor and then found Niki's door. Valerie got on Stephen's shoulders, then they knocked and then Niki opened the door, saw them with the camera, and closed the door before Valerie could get a picture. It was pretty funny.

After that, hung around in the halls of Sequoia on the guy's side, right outside of Stephen's door. He's door is right in front of the bathroom door, so yeah. Just watching all the dudes walking by and stuff, going to the bathroom and saying, "Excuse me" to get through the hall 'cause the hall is pretty small and we were just hanging out there... Later, left and then went back to get a movie from Stephen's room. Then went back to Valerie's room (Niki was hanging with us now)) and we watched Gone in 60 Seconds. Everyone basically fell asleep during it.. I tried, but yeah..

I couldn't sleep all night. It sucked ass. x_x So fuckin' tired from that...


Woke up at 8:00.. Woke up being a relative term, since I didn't sleep, but whatever.. Got up, got ready, and then started walking up to the canyon at 8:30. Got there and waited in the dome, then the teacher dude came and we went around looking at all these structures that were built by students and he was talking about them. It was some interesting stuff. Really hot though and I didn't have sunscreen to put on, so it sucked. x_x

When we were up there, heard Valerie talking shit about me. "I don't know why she wears bright clothes anyway. It's the complete opposite of how she is" and it's like WTF. I mean, that COULDN'T have been about anyone else 'cause no one else wears bright colors except me. And I was wearing bright orange yesterday and bright green today and it's like WTF is your problem that you have to talk shit about me when I didn't even do anything to you? Why does it matter what I wear? Suddenly wearing bright colors is restricted to outgoing people? Is that it? 'Cause people don't wear bright colors and I want to. What's the big fuckin' deal? And it's like, the only reason I'm not outgoing to you is 'cause I don't really know you or trust your opinions on what I say, and now I know it's for good reason 'cause all she can do is fuckin' diss me when all I've been is nice to her from the fuckin' beginning. That's some fuckin' shit right there..

Finished the tour and started walking down at 10:35. Got to Valerie's, got my stuff, and then walked home. On the way, when I was in Mustang parking lot, these two dudes all dressed up totally detoured at me and I was thinking WTF and then they ask me some questions to lead up to the grand finale: "Have you had the chance to talk to a missionary about Jesus?" and I was like ARGHHH but I said, "No" and then he started talking about how I should and that I'll be less stressed with Jesus in my life and I'm thinking, "WTF, I'm an architect, there's no such thing!" and yeah. Sucked ass 'cause I was carrying a my laptop and stuff and it's like, I just had a long day and I wanted to go home to SIT DOWN and he was detaining me. Then finally he was like, "It'll only take 15-20 minutes of your time, so what do you think?" And I was like, "I dunno, I'm pretty busy" and then he said that it was like their job and they are flexible, so I was like, 'FUCK' and then said, "Can I give you a call..? Do you have a card..?" and then they gave me a card and told me to call the number and I could get a free DVD talking about "finding Jesus" and then asked if I knew anyone who would benefit from them talking to them and I was like, "Well, my suitemates are gone for the weekend, so.." and then they finally left me alone. But yeah.. Freakin' Mormons ((Says on the card, haha)), wasting my time and detaining me from putting down my stuff and eating.

Got home, dropped off my stuff, and ate some cereal. Then got my wood and stuff and left for school. Got to the shop at 12:00 and started working on my box. Took forever and everything sucks and it's not even and some pieces don't fit in the joint well and yeah.. But I finished it! And it was only 6:30 when I left. x_x Yeah. Six and a half hours, but I did it! So proud. Now I just need to find a piece of metal that's half an inch wide, at least .25" thick, and ten inches long. BLEHHH! And need to make the space for my bracelet to sit in 'cause I didn't know how big the bracelet was.. x_x

Went home, showered, then ate some food and then worked on my English essay. Got 3.5 pages right now, but can't think of much else to write. x_x Sucks.. Then did my cover letter for it and then wrote this entry and now it's 12:15 and I'm tired as fuck and I need to do my slip case today. FUCK! Wake up early and yeah..

This is NOT a weekend.. AT ALL. Life sucks, like a mo-fo.

We have to start a new slip case from scratch for Monday which sucks. I want the case spiraling and shrinking idea and I'm thinking I can do the morphing storyboard thing we did in art class in 11th grade as my basis and then somehow build up off of that. Hopefully it works and I have enough time to actually make something that looks nice. x_x

'Kay, sleep time. Bye.

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Woke up around 6:45 and then got ready for school and all that jazz. Went on the computer, then left for school around 7:50.

The teacher starting to just pointing to people for the questioners. That's so dumb 'cause the only reason people go is to see if they get their names called. BLEHHHH! Landscape architect talked.. BLAH. But yeah, when the LA dude was answering questions, he was like, blah blah blah, "It's like a shell game" and then I wanted to crack up SO MUCH 'cause the P!ATD VS Dresden Dolls video! "It's a fucking shell game now!" / "What's a shell game?" XD The only entertaining thing there..

Worked on my project. I felt like I got a lot done, 'til I REALLY look and realize, FUCK, I don't. x_x I only got the two side frames done. x_x So basically, eight pieces of the thing is working right now.. x_x Gave up at 11:40 and went home 20 minutes early.. Got home, ate, then worked on my English essay. x_x Didn't get that far.. BLEHHH! Then printed and went to school.

MATH 142
Took notes.. Logistic growth formula or whatever.. Got homework. BLEH!

Peer edited our papers.. Boringness.. BLEH!

Went home and worked on my slip case.. Then went to eat dinner at 5:00-ish, then worked on project some more before leaving for school at 5:45 with Kitto. [ profile] bobbleheadvi called and got pissed off at me for no freakin' reason but because I was WALKING TO SCHOOL WITH SOMEONE THAT JUST HAPPENED TO BE A GUY. WTF. Made me mad..

Got to school and went to the Berg Gallery and then the Department Head talked about architecture for a bit, then the Associate Department Head talked about the the architecture website. We talked about that for a bit, then got to leave early at 7:10-ish. Went home and then worked on my slip case some more. Doesn't really look like a case and the book isn't encased at all, but I dunno.. I still don't understand how much of the book we're suppose to cover and stuff.. Just don't get it. x_x So yeah.. I probably don't have a case still and they said we needed to have a case tomorrow. x_x Fuckin' class.. hate it. =(

Showered around 9:45 and yeah.. That's about it..

English is canceled tomorrow, so I'm free of absence for that day. Yay. Except for the part where I actually have to DO something at that time instead of just relaxing..

EDES Poly Canyon Project Day tomorrow from 1:00 to 5:00. x_x It could possibly take an hour to walk up to the meeting place, especially with the fact that I don't know where it is. Considering the fact that class ends at 12:00, I might JUST be screwed over. x_x

ARCH 105 project sucks ass. Gonna go on Saturday and work on it after the Poly Canyon Tour. x_x Gonna probably be there all day... *sigh* Hopefully I can finish, 'cause yeah.. Can't work on it at home and it's due on the 30th and [ profile] aznearthdragon told me that finishing takes about three hours to dry, so.. yeah. I want to finish on Saturday and just finish it at home, but I dunno if it'll be possible. Hopefully there aren't that many people there, so it'll be easier to work.. *sigh* Anyone in SD have the tools I need to work on my project? ^_^;;

[ profile] bobbleheadvi showed me this:

You must be a computer technician because you turn my three and a half inch floppy into a hard drive!

And, I must say, I LOVE IT! XD Mwhahahah! This must go to my wall immediately! XP Along with the derivative one. XD

And I saw this on Facebook.. WARNING: NC-17-ness!

"They integrated from the very point of origin. Her curves were continuous, and even though he was odd, he was a real number. They both wanted to get skewed. The day their lines first intersected, they became an ordered pair. From then on, it was a continuous function.They were both in their prime, so in next to no time they were horizontal and parallel. She was awed by the magnitude of his perpendicular line, and he was amazed by her conical projections.

"Bisect my angle!" she postulated each time she reached her local maximum. They had many simultaneous solutions. He taught her the chain rule as she implicitly defined the amplitude of his simple harmonic motion. They underwent multiple rotations of their axes, until at last they reached the vertex, the critical point, their finite limit.

After that they slept like logs. Later she found him taking a right-handed limit,and that was a problem. It was improper form. He meanwhile had realized that she was irrational..."

And yeah.. I'll just stop now. XP
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Woke up around 6:40 and then went to get ready. Got dressed afterwards and ate, then went on the computer for a few minutes, then packed up and left.

Worked on this isometric drawing for the whole beginning. Was so freakin' hard 'cause we had to do ellipses and yeah.. Sucked ass. Also got papers back and the teacher called us one by one to talk about the grades. I got a C/C+ on my daily exercises, a C- on the weekly drawings, and a B- on project one, B on project two, and B/B- on project three. So basically, I'm probably at a B-/C+ right now in that class. x_x Hopefully it'll end up as a B and I'll be ecstatic. Afterwards, had a break, then after that, worked on FormZ for the rest of the period.. Just drew what we drew by hand on FormZ.

Came home, went to eat, then came back and read the essays for English. After that, worked a little on my English essay, then just laid in bed and talked to [ profile] bobbleheadvi..

MATH 142
Sub.. Just did separation of variables. Got to leave early at 2:25. =O Went to the English building and sat outside and worked on my English essay for a bit.

Just talked about the readings.. Blahhh!

Went home, did my math homework until 5:00, then worked on my slip case, with a break to eat dinner. Worked on that until 8:30, then showered and yeah..

Need to work on English essay.. =( Any my slip case doesn't even look like a case yet.. =(

Oh yeah, yesterday during my break, called up Carrier Johnson and left a message, then I got called back and set up an interview date for November 22 @ 9:00. ^_^

Gonna go now.. I want to write more, but yeah..

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Woke up at 6:45 and went to get ready, changed, then ate. Later on, around 7:45, started walking to school.

Some landscape architecture company presented.. Boringness...

Went to the bookstore and saw they had the tube-y thingies to hold drawings, so got one. It was $12! =O But yeah.. *sigh* After that, went home and got my wood, then went back to school to the shop to cut. There were a lot of people there and yeah.. I didn't get much cut and then I left around 10:30 'cause I didn't want to be there and also because it was crowded.

Went home and worked on my architecture project for a while. Didn't really get much done.. Ate lunch, then came back to it. Worked until I cut myself on my index finger, then I gave up for the time. Did nothing for the few minutes I had left, then went to school for class.

MATH 142
Took notes, as usual.. Homework.. BLEH!

Went to the bookstore to buy some more basswood, then went home. Worked on my math homework until about 5:15, when I finished, then worked on my English essay. Went to eat, then came back to it. I don't really think I got much done on it.. It's so sad 'cause the rough draft is due on Thursday and I basically only have one paragraph. x_x Sucks ass..

Went to shower, then worked on my architecture project afterwards. I didn't get much done, but I cut myself again, this time on my thumb, so I thought it was time to just give up for the night.

It sucks 'cause tomorrow I'm gonna be working my ass off trying to finish both my essay and my slip case. x_x Supid school and projects.. *sigh* Need to get more of the essay done.. At least half, you know? *sigh* Gotta do that all tomorrow.. Probably during my break 'cause after classes are over, gotta do my math homework and work my ass off on the slip case, since I don't really have Thursday to do it. I need to get a lot of the case done 'cause ARGH! I don't want to have crap again on Friday.. =/

I feel so bad right now for not working when I can be, but whatever.. I guess I'll go back to trying my English essay.. =/

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So I did nothing during my break but read fics. So productive I am, huh? After that, had to go to class even though I was dead tired. Got to math and was trying to take notes and I thought I kinda got it, but apparently not 'cause I was struggling with the homework. x_x

After math, went to English class. Got our thesis paper back, talked about that for a bit, then talked about the reading and yeah.. That's basically all we did. Then we could leave, but the people with checks on their papers had to stay, and I had one, so yeah. Waited 'cause I'm nice and then I was the second to last person to talk to him. He basically said I should focus on the nature and the content of the holidays and how they've changed because of commercialism. Then I said I was thinking about switching to the other side and talking about why commercialism can be beneficial and the attitude and stuff that the teacher and the other guy in the class gave me was so.. ARGH! Made me kinda mad 'cause it was scoffing and basically blowing off the idea that it could be good, you know? And it's like, what did they expect me to put as my counter-arguments if there's obviously nothing good about commercializing the holidays? Fuckin' asses. I walked out of there wanting to write that paper JUST BECAUSE they were being asses about the fact that I'm going against the grain and whatnot. I mean, WTF? Do they not think I can argue it? 'Cause, seriously, the only difference I see with changing my thesis is that all my counters are now my argument and all my arguments are now counters. But whatever.. I've come with with a few good points for this essay and I'm gonna submit a new claim on Wednesday and I'll write this dumb essay and it'll be fuckin' amazing. ...Or not, but at least I will have tried and challenged myself and it'll be like I actually LIKE writing again because this is more my style, where I'm interested and I have to work for it, instead of just writing because I have to write for a teacher I hate with a passion.

Came back home after classes and started doing math homework. Around 5:00, went to eat dinner, then came back and worked more on math. Around 7:40-ish, gave up on math and then went and figured out the pieces I need to cut tomorrow for my archival box. That took a while 'cause I had to actually think about the sizes and if they'll even fit together. x_x BLEHHH!~
After that, tried to do some more research for my essay. It's pretty hard 'cause people don't really seem to want to talk about why commercialism can be good, haha. ^_^;; Oh well. I'm determined to go with this viewpoint. So far, I've only found one article about the positive aspect, but it's an opinion article, but whatever. I guess I might use that to make my four sources. Hopefully I can come up with more later on, but right now, this is what I'll have to work with. I think I'm gonna shower after I finish this entry, then come back and work on my English essay. Gonna write as much as possible.. Since I changed my thesis, I probably won't be able to finish my body paragraphs, but I want to get at least the basic skeleton done, then flesh it out with facts and stuff after I get all my thoughts and stuff on the screen..

Gonna shower now, so I actually have some time to write my essay. Determined to sleep around 11:00 today so I won't wake up late again..

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Went to eat dinner later after I posted. After eating, came back and basically didn’t do anything productive at all, even though I should have. Read some fics and watched some stuff on YouTube and yeah.. The FOB Bedussey video.. OMG. Hahahah! That’s the shit. XP And yeah.. After that, went to shower around 8:50, then came back and packed up my stuff for tomorrow. No laptops, so just stuffing everything in the backpack so I don’t have to carry the toolbox. XP After that, did my reading for English and did the questions. And yeah.. now I’m writing this..

I’m all paranoid about the stupid interview thing ‘cause right now, it doesn’t look like I’m gonna get one. x_x It’s so sad.. =( *sigh* This would be so much easier if I could get an interview from someone else.. BLEHHH!~

I don’t really have much to say right now.. BLEH! Except, school sucks and English sucks and EDES sucks and basically? Everything sucks. BLAHHHHHHHHHHHH!~

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Yes, be shocked at the title, my dears..

So first off...

Happy Birthday [ profile] bobbleheadvi!~ XD

My boy is 18 now. XD Haha. What a dork. XP

Anywayz.. So I kinda woke up this morning around 6:30 'cause the radio went on and I was like, "WTS is this?!~" 'cause it was some morning talk show thing, so changed it to music, contemplated calling [ profile] bobbleheadvi for a sec, then was like, "He might be sleeping" so I decided not to and went back to sleep. Then I had a HORRIBLE dream which sucks ass and yeah. Basically, it was Monday and for some reason, we had a sub in our arch class. And I forgot to bring my book and slip case! So it was break and I wanted to go, but the teacher took down my name and was like, "Make sure you're back in time" or whatever, so I left, but I WENT THE WRONG WAY! Or, well, apparently it was the right way in my dream, but it wasn't really where Stenner was, you know? So I went and it took forever to get to my room and when I got there, I was like, "SHIT!" 'cause I realized I forgot my keys and cell phone in my room, so I went to knock on Matt's door, but he wasn't there. I think I left a message or something and went around looking for him, but I couldn't find him! Then someone told me that Matt unlocked my door, so I rushed back to my room and went in and for some reason, Erik W. from Kearny was there! And he was like, "Hey Helen" and I was like, "Hey...?” and apparently, I had a roommate, which was Ashley from my arch class, and I dunno. He was her guest? But whatever, got my stuff, then was gonna leave, but then remembered I had to get my keys and phone, but I couldn’t find them! Looked everywhere and then finally got them and left. Was trying to run, but then some other people showed up and was talking to me and ARGH! Then somehow, I ended up getting lost, LOST, trying to get back to the arch building and I was sooo mad and OMG, freaking out, and then when I finally was on my way, class was over and ARGH! Just sucked ass. And yeah.. That’s when [ profile] aznearthdragon called and yeah.. Now I’m all paranoid I’ll forget my shit tomorrow ‘cause in my dream, in the beginning, I had a dream that I forgot my stuff and then the next day, I forgot my stuff, so yeah.. If that wouldn’t make you paranoid, then I don’t know what’s wrong with you, lol.

Talked to [ profile] aznearthdragon for a bit, then called my [ profile] bobbleheadvi and wished him a Happy Birthday and stuff, then tried to go back to sleep. Around 9:45 or whatever, decided it was time to get up, so got up and got ready, then went to eat breakfast. After that, came back to my room and started working on my weekly draw. Did my compositional alternatives, then worked on my final. Took about 45 minutes or whatever for the final.. BLEH! After that, scanned and stuff, then got set up to do my axonometric again. This time, put the board on my bed and just sat on my bed and did it, with the book on top of my fridge. It's really crappy and I estimated basically everything, but I don’t care 'cause yeah.. fuck the dumb angles. I know it's wrong, but whatever, you know? Can't change it, so yeah.. Whatever.. If the teachers say anything, I'll admit I estimated 'cause I did and I know it's not accurate, but whatever..

After I finished all that, cleaned up my stuff, and it was about 3:00-ish, then talked to [ profile] bobbleheadvi for a little bit.. Then he left, so I worked on my English essay for a little while.. I don't really have much, but I don't care 'cause I'm just tired, you know? BLAHHH!

Decided it was break time after a while and yeah.. Here I am, writing my entry. So all-in-all, not so bad of a day, but it could have been better, of course. But yeah.. It’s gonna suck bringing all my shit to school tomorrow. I’m thinking of bringing the backpack and putting all my tools and stuff in there so I don’t have to carry the toolbox, ‘cause I’ll need to bring the big box I got from when I reserved books ‘cause that’s the only box that can hold my stupid slipcase thing. x_x BLEHHH!~

Only SEVEN more days, bitches! SD! I miss you so! And the people in SD who matter -- I miss you guys even more! Wait for me, my dears, I’ll be there soon...

Yesterday, I was lame and counted days, yes, days, as in, how many days are left of the quarter. It’s so bad ‘cause you just realize how little time there is left for projects, but at the same time, it feels just that much longer ‘cause yeah.. So here we go, just ‘cause I can..

16 more days of class.
10 more days of ARCH 131.
13 more days of MATH 142.
11 more days of ENGL 134.
06 more days of EDES 101.
03 more days of ARCH 105.

And now, project and other countdowns just 'cause I need to know..

07 more days until ENGL 134 // Sequence III due.
17 more days until EDES 101 // Assignment 01: Interview with Professional due.
17 more days until ARCH 105 // Project 02: Archival Box due.
17 more days until MATH 142 // Midterm.
25 more days until ARCH 131 // Project 05: Slip Case due.

31 more days until I'm 19!
32/33 more days until I can go home for Winter Break! ''Depends on whether you think my EDES final counts as a day or not, haha.))

Okay, posting now ‘cause yeah.. Laterz.

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So I worked on my slip case.. Later, at 1:45, decided it was break time and walked to Cal Poly to the bookstore. Bought my black canson paper, a mailing tube thing to hold my drawings, and a few sticks of basswood. The lady who rung me up gave me a HUGE plastic bag to keep my stuff dry since it was still drizzling. I probably looked all retarded carrying that thing bsck. x_x Walked back to my room and worked more on my slip case. It doesn't look all the much different than from yesterday, but whatever.. At 3:30 or whatever, decided it was time to quit and start working on the axonometic drawing of it, so got out the bristol board and drawing board and started working on that. Didn't know what the fuck I was doing 'cause my thing has a lot of angles that AREN'T perpendicular to the sides and I didn't know what to do.. I kept trying stuff, but it wasn't right, so in the end, I erased it all and just put everything away and by then it was 5:15 or whatever. I was gonna go down to dinner then, but [ profile] bobbleheadvi called then and then he asked what I was doing and then I just started crying 'cause I was so frustrated by the dumb drawing and I worked like, an hour and a half on it and in the end, I had nothing.. And ARGH! I dunno.. It just sucked. And, of course, I couldn't go to dinner then 'cause I was inn crying mood and yeah.. Just sucked. And, of course, at that point in time, my internet also decides to NOT WORK and it just made me cry more..

At in my room and then attempted to work on my English essay a bit.. I got, like, another partial paragraph done. I should do more, but I don't have energy.. And I should at least TRY to make them work together, but again, I'm just blah..

Talked to [ profile] aznearthdragon for a while, then at 8:330, went to shower. After I was done, [ profile] bobbleheadvi called me and yeah.. I kinda started crying again just 'cause.. Life sucks and I dunno.. Yeah. Basically, that's all there is to say. Life sucks. Sucks ass.

When I was talking to [ profile] aznearthdragon on the phone when my internet wasn't working, she put it down for a sec to check something and my dad got on and was like, "You miss Daddy?" and I was like, "Yeah" and I just wanted to cry. So. Freakin'. MUCH. OMG, you don't even know.. ;_; It's like, I'm so homesick and I just want to go home and EIGHT DAYS is too long to wait, but I have to and ARGH! And, you know, what I really want is just to get away from it all, you know? But I won't get that 'cause I'll still have a lot of homework to do during Thanksgiving break and no... I don't want that at all. I want to get away, take a break, and put life on hold so I can get myself together, strengthen my resolve and, you know, get through the next four and a half years ((hopefully only four and a half years)) with less breaking down. But yeah.. a break won't come until winter break and I will savour that SO. FREAKIN'. MUCH. And it'll be the most heavenly three weeks of my life, I'm sure, and then I'll have to go back to my torturous life. x_x And then I won't get a break until spring break, but that one's only a week long, sadly. =/ But whatever.. Take what I can get.. I'm so tired of this shit.. I dunno if I can survive the long haul..

I want to get out so much, you don't even know. But I don't know where'd I go. Everything requires so much work and I'm just not cut out for anything, it seems. I dunno about this whole college thing.. It's so not making me happy.. at ALL. It's suppose to be the greatest time of your life or whatever, but I'm so not feeling it 'cause, yeah.. Architecture? I don't think so. But I hope that there's truth in what all thesse non-architecture majors are saying in that, first year is the hardest 'cause they're trying to scare away the weak or whatever.. I don't think it's true at all, but that it'll most likely always be like this, but a girl can hope, right? I mean, it seems like those 121 kids are having a much easier life, but then again, they do a lot of hand drawing and sometimes I suck at that, so who knows.. But then again, hand drawing compared to abstract shit that I'm always lost at? Hmm.. I dunno.. =/

Oh life, why can't you go a little easy on me? At least for Thanksgiving break? I mean, sure, give me all the work this upcoming week, let me break down some more, but don't mess with my Thanksgiving? That's all I ask.. I just want to not have tons of work from ARCH 131 over my Thanksgiving. I want to rest and have fun and, you know, not think about architecture more than I have to..

I'm so jealous of all the people who went home for this weekend.. They suck. =( I wish I could have went home too.. But it's like, SD is so very far away. I never realized it before now, but everyone else, unless they're out-of-state, is basically closer 'cause they're all between the SF and LA range, but SD is way down there by the border and stuff.. And that just sucks ass 'cause while people have their six hour max train rides, I have my eight and a half. =(

EIGHT days.. I'm totally counting you down.. It just sucks how much work I have to do still and counting down anything makes it seem like there's less time to get work done, but makes the days go longer 'cause I want what I'm counting down...

Only three more weeks (basically) until the quarter is over.. Well, there's finals, but yeah. I only have two and they're on Wednesday and Thursday and then I'm gonna go home on Thursday and I just can't wait for that. I wish my finals were on Monday and Tuesday though, so I could go home on my birthday, you know? But whatever.. Going home Thursday is still good, I say.. An extra day or so of break and all that.. But it's too soon to be thinking of winter break 'cause I still need to get through all my shit.. So yeah.

So all in all? What have we learned? Well, one, life sucks. And two, if you're considering architecture? Do yourself a favor and DON'T. And lastly? Make sure you take people to suffer with you in college.. 'cause I didn't get anyone to come here with me and it sucks 'cause total loner and no one to talk death by architecture with 'cause all them other arch folks don't really talk to me much.. =/



Nov. 11th, 2006 08:07 am
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It's raining!~ XD

Biut yeah.. Last night, worked on my English essay and got.. maybe a paragraph done. The rest of the time, I was going through my books looking for things I could possibly use in my essay. Need to also find two more sources.. =/

Went to sleep around 12:20... This morning [ profile] aznearthdragon called, but I totally missed it. Woke up at 4:45 or whatever and tried to call, but she was probably driving, so yeah.. She also called another time, but I didn't hear it.. I think it was cause my phone was in my bed under the blanket or whatever.. Guess I was so tired that I didn't have energy to put the phone back on the table.. @_@

Happy Veteran's Day!

But yeah.. good luck to my girl and I hope they do okay.. Participation trophy!! Hahah. XP

Need more sleep now.. Lates.

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Because I knew I was ditching EDES, I decided I'd sleep about ten minutes later than usual. 30 minutes later at 7:20, I realized that WTF, slept too long, haha. Got up and got ready for the day, then ate some cereal. Then I read and went through my sketches of my box to figure out what I'd need to cut for today. Around 8:50-ish, I started walking to school with my wood to the support shop.

Isn't it just amazing how many people from my class actually showed to class? I mean, seriously, there were many five people and one or two non-class people. Then some of them left and a few more trickled in, but yeah.. Basically, no one was there. I cut my wood to the sizes I think they'll need to be and then it was 10:00 and I didn't have anymore to do, so I left. Walked back home, checked the bus schedule, then didn't want to do any work, so decided to go get my wood. Caught the 10:41 bus and went to Hayward Lumber again to get wood. Got maple this time.. It cost $11.21. After that, waited for the bus.. It was suppose to come at 11:36, but it didn't even show until 11:55 and I was mad 'cause I wanted to get back, you know? x_x

Went through the long bus ride, then got back home around 12:30 or whatever and went to eat lunch. After that, came back and basically did nothing but read fics. x_x Such a time-waster I am.. *sigh*

MATH 142
Walked to class and had the sub again. Took more notes and stuff and got a lot of homework, as usual. x_x

Went to class and waited forever.. Teacher took roll and said that we didn't have to go to the library if we didn't want to (('cause today was another library day)), so I left and went to the bookstore. Bought a T-square and then came back home. Worked on my math homework the whole entire time until about 6:00-ish or something, then went to eat dinner. About half-way through, some of the floormates came and ate with me. After that, came back here and yeah.. I don't really want to start on my architecture project 'cause I don't know what to do.. I should really start my English essay, but I don't really have the energy to do it, you know?

I'm so tired of life right now.. I mean, seriously, this is suppose to be a weekend and I wanted to relax and I'm so in the forget-the-work mood right now, but I KNOW I have a lot of shit to do and I can't just put it off or else it'll never get done and I'll stress over it all weekend. x_x I want to get mostly everything done tomorrow so I can have Saturday and Sunday to relax, you know? At the very least, I don't want to have anything to do on Sunday 'cause that's gonna be my relax day, hopefully.. Or, at least, I want to get most of my shit done by Sunday so I won't have as much to do. x_x Stupid work.. I don't want to think about it, but if I don't, then I'll forget or something and that'll suck ass.

Today felt more like a Tuesday, for some reason.. I dunno.

I feel so bad for skipping EDES.. =( I need to find someone who went and asked what happened, just in case..

I don't know what to write right now 'cause I'm tired and stuff.. I should work or something.. More later.. Maybe.



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