Hiking and Bonfires.. oh my!

So yesterday, after my post, went back to meet my group at 4:30 and then around 4:45 or whatever, we started going to hike up the side of a mountain or whatever that has a "P" on the side of it. OMG, we took a steep path and I kept almost falling. =( Finally, I made it to the top because basically everyone else in my group alsready made it up there. x_x So got there and just sat and looked at the view. Took some pictures, but yeah... It was hot and tiring. Later, around five-something, we went back down. They wanted to take the path we took up, but damn, it was too steep and scary, so me and some other dude named Eric walked down the side path that was less steep an more stable. Got back down around 5:35 and then they said we had a break until 6:30, but I wasn't about to walk all the way back to SG, so I just went to the UU for a while, then ended up wandering the school.. At 6:30, was back to the meeting place and waiting. Later on, we all left to go downtown to Pizza Solo for dinner. I carpooled with one of the leader's friends. Got there and waited, then later, everyone else came and we ate. I just sat alone 'cause no one wanted to sit at my table, I guess. After everyone was done, left to go to Avalia (sp?) Beach for the bonfire. Go there at 8:30. There was tons of groups and stuff there.. And it was boring. I don't know.. bonfires aren't my thing. I hate the beach, I don't really like the smell of the fire, and people just do stupid things there or whatever.. So I was just sitting alone, not mingling, and watching people while I talked to bobbleheadvi and aznearthdragon on the phone. Yeah, I'm lame.

Finally, it was 9:30, and I went to the stairs to meet my group, but they didin't come for a while. When they did, everyone decided to go 'cause it was cold so we left. Dropped off two people at school 'cause they lived off campus, then they dropped me off at SG. I went back to my room, got my stuff, and went to shower. After that, went to bed.

I couldn't sleep that well, as usual. I'm trying so hard, but it's not working. It's like, here I am, laying down, waiting for sleep to take over, but it's not really working. And even if I do black out for a little while, it's not enough because I "wake up" every morning hella tired and not refreshed at all. It just feels like was just laying in bed or whatever. =/

We have to meet at 8:30 today for a presentation about body image and stress and depression and I said I'd be there, but I kinda don't wanna go. One, 'cause I'm tired ((even though I won't get any more rest)), and two, because I want to get the 30STM tickets. =P But yeah.. I guess I'll just hang out in here until about 8:30 or so, 'cause that's when most of them will probably be gone.. Then I'll get ready and stuff.. BLEH!

~Remula

Love Like Winter MV

NOOOOOOOO! Why don't I have TV?! ;_; The Love Like Winter MV is premiring on TUESDAY and I can totally catch the Making the Video of it since I don't have class at that time, but NOOOOO! I don't have TV. WTF?!~ >O I'm so sad.. It's not the same going to the MTV webite and seeing it.. *sigh* Oh wellz.. =/

~Remula

THURSDAYYYY!~

Tried to get 30STM tickets, but I couldn't. Was trying from 10:00 until 10:45 trying to get tickets.. It sucked ass 'cause I was trying forEVER!~ x_x I mean, at first, the San Diego one didn't even show for a presale, but after a few minutes, it did, and I couldn't even get tickets! Then I was waiting for the MTV2 presale 'cause yeah, it was at 10:30 and I knew it'd be even harder to get, but had to try, ya know? But 10:30 came and the MTV2 presale didn't even show! ARGH! Dumb thing.. had to leave at 10:45 to meet my group, so yeah. x_x

Meet up with group and we went to the awareness fair and got a few brochures and flyers and a shirt. After that, went to eat lunch.. Had PB&J and goldfish. After that, went to a presentation about drugs and alcohol and sexual assult. Yeah.. Boringness. Everyone was calling me during thatl. It was like they knew I would be busy and needed to talk to me JUST THEN, lol. XP Anywayz.. After that, went to the rec and played beach volleyball. I didn't play 'cause I didn't want to take off my shoes and socks.. Just talked to bobbleheadvi on the phone the whole time. Finally, at four, we had a break to get our stuff for the hot tubbing, so left and walked back to SG. Got there, relaxed a little, then headed back to meet at 5:00. Got there and then we went to Chilie Peppers to eat burritos. After that, walked to Bali's, which is a frozen yogurt place. Went back to the cars and then drove to the hot tubbing place or whatever.

Got there around 7:00 or whatever.. I just had a shirt and shorts since I don't have a bathing suit. Went in the hot pool and yeah.. It was nice. Later, went into the regular pool, but left after a while 'cause it was cold and went back to the hot one. Sat on the edge a little while later 'cause it was too hot.. Then around 8:00, we left. Everyone was going to Herb's ((WOW leader)) apartment to watch a movie, but I went back to SG 'cause I didn't want to. Showered and yeah.. that's about it.

Meeting tomorrow at 8:00.

~Remula