You know...

life sucks. Really, it does.

We're started our skate park project... That in itself was bad, since I know absolutely NOTHING about skate parks. Beside that, there are the following problems:

- I'm in a STUPID ass group, and the only person that SOMEWHAT does their work DOESN'T because of the other group members.

- I'm the only girl in the group, with four guys... Can you tell I'm going to get an 'F'?

- I have to be a fucking RESEARCHER. That sucks since I don't want to research about the state building codes and regulations and shit like that.

- I am NOT the architect/engineer of the group, when it's clear that I am the best for the job in my group. Add to the fact that the architect/engineer is the LEADER of the group, and I'm a real happy camper.

- Mr. Architect in our group thinks he's all that and that I can't be trusted to do my fucking job. Well, he must know me real well, huh? I mean, he's always calling me a goodie-goodie and all that shit, and saying that I always do my work, but I can't be trusted to do my FUCKED UP JOB! Yea, that makes a LOT of sense.

- A follow up to numbers 4 and 5.... in middle school and elementary school, I was ALWAYS the leader of the group. NO EXCEPTIONS!! >_< Mr. I-Want-To-Be-An-Architect just took that away from me! >_< Even when I wasn't the group leader (as in the teacher picked the one in charge), I was STILL the boss!!! And NOW, as I said in number 5, I am a "person who doesn't know how to work". *pissed off*

An then, in English, that fucker named Paul was dissing gay people. I mean, I'm not gay or anything, but GOD! The NERVE of him! I said, and I quote, STRAIGHT FROM HIS GODDAMN MOUTH, "It's not my problem they're gay, it's theirs!" Oh my FUCKING GOD!!! He's just totally IMPLYING that being gay is a "problem", a disease!!! I sooo wanted to KILL him, there and then!!! And he's tone of voice when saying that.... AARRRRRGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!! Even the people who alway diss people and don't like gays were pissed! Like two of my friends in that class. They were all like "You did NOT just say that!!" and stuff.

Then there's the fact that the skate park project can make or break our final grade for the semester. I BETTER not get an F because of my group, or I will sooooo KILL THEM!!!

*sigh* So many exclamation marks today.... And all the bad stuff that happened and all that shit..... *sigh* It's enough to stress a person out BIG TIME.

Anyways, on a much lighter note, I talked to Lynn-z today. It's been a while since we lasted talked. I miss seeing her around..... *sigh* Oh well.

I'm going to stop for now. I don't have lot of time to type anyways. I might wake my sister up.

Until later.

~Remula

P.S. I plan to update my website tomorrow, after I go to the dentist.....