Fuck bad days.

So I guess I turned off my alarm clock sometime between it ringing and me pressing snooze and when I woke up, 'cause seriously? Don't remember turning it off, but it was CLEARLY off when I got up and yeah. Basically, aznearthdragon called me at 7:30, I pick up the phone and look at the alarm clock at the same time and then when the time registered? "CRAPPP!~ OMGOMG!" and yeah, rushed "I just woke up, talk to you later" and then grabbed my shit and rushed out the door to the bathroom. Proof that today was a bad day. Can't believe I woke up late. Rushed everything, didn't get to put on sunscreen, and then was out the door by 7:50 or whatever. Talked on th phone a bit, then it was time for class...


Brent wasn't there today, so his class was split to go with the two other classes and we basically just went around and talked about each book and case. It sucked. And then during break, I was just sitting in my seat all tired and shit. And.. yeah. When it was my turn to talk about my thing, I was just like.. total blah. Couldn't explain anything and I was basically just standing there 'cause I didn't know what to say.. But what else is new? I'm not a talker, I can't articulate myself, and I admit it, I don't know what the shit I'm doing and I know I made it very obvious, but whatever. I'm an idiot. I know. Whatever. Just sucked.. After that, went to Brent's class so we could talk about those people's projects. After that, they told us that we didn't have anything specifically due on Wednesday, but the next iteration of the slip case is due on Friday. BLAH!


Got let out at 11:35-ish and came home. Talked to bobbleheadvi on the way and yeah.. Not a good idea 'cause when I got back to my room and put everything down, my right arm was basically dead. So serious.. Muscle hurts so much and yeah.. Just sucked ass. x_x Continued talking to bobbleheadvi and laid in bed until he had to start class, then went to the cafeteria and ate lunch 'cause I was starving since I didn't get to eat breakfast. After that, got my mail and then came back here.

Isn't it funny that I got two credit card things today in the mail? Yeah.. just thought that was interesting...

So yeah... Tried to do math homework, but I couldn't, so yeah.. Stupid math. Stupid life. I just want to go to sleep. *sigh* So tired.. Life sucks.


So today, gonna have to do all the math homework that's built up along with whatever tonight's assignment is.. Also gonna finish writing my English essay, I guess. Later on, if I get to it, start on the slip case.. I kinda have some sort of idea, but yeah.. I don't really like mine right now, so most of it's gonna be scraped. BLEHH! Stupid project..


~Remula

The rest of my day.. Joys of joys.

So I did nothing during my break but read fics. So productive I am, huh? After that, had to go to class even though I was dead tired. Got to math and was trying to take notes and I thought I kinda got it, but apparently not 'cause I was struggling with the homework. x_x

After math, went to English class. Got our thesis paper back, talked about that for a bit, then talked about the reading and yeah.. That's basically all we did. Then we could leave, but the people with checks on their papers had to stay, and I had one, so yeah. Waited 'cause I'm nice and then I was the second to last person to talk to him. He basically said I should focus on the nature and the content of the holidays and how they've changed because of commercialism. Then I said I was thinking about switching to the other side and talking about why commercialism can be beneficial and the attitude and stuff that the teacher and the other guy in the class gave me was so.. ARGH! Made me kinda mad 'cause it was scoffing and basically blowing off the idea that it could be good, you know? And it's like, what did they expect me to put as my counter-arguments if there's obviously nothing good about commercializing the holidays? Fuckin' asses. I walked out of there wanting to write that paper JUST BECAUSE they were being asses about the fact that I'm going against the grain and whatnot. I mean, WTF? Do they not think I can argue it? 'Cause, seriously, the only difference I see with changing my thesis is that all my counters are now my argument and all my arguments are now counters. But whatever.. I've come with with a few good points for this essay and I'm gonna submit a new claim on Wednesday and I'll write this dumb essay and it'll be fuckin' amazing. ...Or not, but at least I will have tried and challenged myself and it'll be like I actually LIKE writing again because this is more my style, where I'm interested and I have to work for it, instead of just writing because I have to write for a teacher I hate with a passion.

Came back home after classes and started doing math homework. Around 5:00, went to eat dinner, then came back and worked more on math. Around 7:40-ish, gave up on math and then went and figured out the pieces I need to cut tomorrow for my archival box. That took a while 'cause I had to actually think about the sizes and if they'll even fit together. x_x BLEHHH!~
After that, tried to do some more research for my essay. It's pretty hard 'cause people don't really seem to want to talk about why commercialism can be good, haha. ^_^;; Oh well. I'm determined to go with this viewpoint. So far, I've only found one article about the positive aspect, but it's an opinion article, but whatever. I guess I might use that to make my four sources. Hopefully I can come up with more later on, but right now, this is what I'll have to work with. I think I'm gonna shower after I finish this entry, then come back and work on my English essay. Gonna write as much as possible.. Since I changed my thesis, I probably won't be able to finish my body paragraphs, but I want to get at least the basic skeleton done, then flesh it out with facts and stuff after I get all my thoughts and stuff on the screen..


Gonna shower now, so I actually have some time to write my essay. Determined to sleep around 11:00 today so I won't wake up late again..

~Remula