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So this morning around 12:00 or whatever it was, I had another break down. x_x I was talking to ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
bobbleheadvi and yeah.. It sucked. =( I hate crying and shit.. Stupid life.. It's so getting to me. I so want to get out, you know? I mean, damn, I don't know if I can handle five fuckin' years of all the work and stress and no sleep.. It just isn't for me.. =/
I didn't sleep well and I woke up too early and couldn't really fall asleep afterwards.. x_x At 9:00,aznearthdragon called me, but I couldn't get up 'cause I was too tired.. Tried to go back to sleep and was almost there and then I woke up again.. It was about 9:35 at that time, so I decided I should just get up and then aznearthdragon called again, so I figured it was really time to get up.
Got up and got ready, then went to eat breakfast. Sat with this girl in the other ARCH 131 class and her friend. After that, came back to my room and worked on my drawings. Started at 11:00 or so. Finished the first one I did at 2:40. x_x I don't even think it's right, but I don't care. After that, took a short break, then started the next one at 3:00 and finished around 5:20. Went to eat dinner, then came back and worked on the last drawing. Finished that one around 7:30 or whatever, then I cleaned up and scanned the drawings on trace paper. It was hard and didn't scan well and it sucked putting the pieces together 'cause they didn't work, haha. Took a while, but finally finished that, even though it was crappy and stuff, and then went to shower around 9:15.
Finished showering and yeah.. I haven't really done much after that. I'm not even gonna look at my drawings anymore.. I think I'll go to the library tomorrow and scan it and the section drawings from a while ago.. BLEH! I also have to take pictures of my box. Might do it tomorrow.. Who knows... And yeah.. Tomorrow, definitely doing as much as I can on my English essay 'cause won't have much time during the week to do it and it's due Friday, so...
I really should re-glue together my slip case, but I dunno if I will.. I mean, it's like, totally broken apart right now because I took off the top part so I could see and draw more easily, then some things fell off and I may have sat on some or leaned on it or whatever else and yeah.. ^_^;; But I dunno.. I think I'll probably just throw it all in a box and bring it on Monday.. It's not like he'll look at the old model, right? We're working on building our final model in class, so.. Hopefully he doesn't ask about my model 'cause it'll probably still be in pieces. XP
I'm really tired of everything right now.. I don't know. I don't feel up to doing anything.. And yeah.. So much to still do and I'm so stressed. I wish there was more time in the day to get everything done, but there isn't. And I don't really want to walk all the way to the library, you know? But it'll be such a hassle to scan on my scanner, since mine is smalll and the bristol board is 18x24, so.. Yeah. Better off to scan on the bigger scanner they have in the library.. I dunno what size scanner they have, but there has to be a bigger one than what I have..
I think I might just bring my illustration board and foam board outside and set up in the sun to take my pictures tomorrow.. It's Sunday, so most people should be busy and not walking by, right? XP
Have to do laundry tomorrow.. x_x I have so much.. *sigh* I was gonna do it today, but then I realized that the next time I'll do laundry after this weekend is on my birthday, 'cause I don't want to do it next weekend when I'm just going home a few days later.. It'd be lame to take home a bunch of dirty clothes, you know? So yeah...
People were smoking.. 'cause it smelt all smoky outside when I went out to shower.. =( It sucked 'cause I couldn't breathe the whole time and yeah.. When I came back, I closed my door so fast, so the smell wouldn't come in.. It still did a bit since you know the cracks along the door and stuff, but whatever.. Better than being out there..
Renaming files for the slip case project.. Better to do it now then do it later when I need to burn, haha.
~Remula
bobbleheadvi and yeah.. It sucked. =( I hate crying and shit.. Stupid life.. It's so getting to me. I so want to get out, you know? I mean, damn, I don't know if I can handle five fuckin' years of all the work and stress and no sleep.. It just isn't for me.. =/I didn't sleep well and I woke up too early and couldn't really fall asleep afterwards.. x_x At 9:00,
aznearthdragon called me, but I couldn't get up 'cause I was too tired.. Tried to go back to sleep and was almost there and then I woke up again.. It was about 9:35 at that time, so I decided I should just get up and then aznearthdragon called again, so I figured it was really time to get up. Got up and got ready, then went to eat breakfast. Sat with this girl in the other ARCH 131 class and her friend. After that, came back to my room and worked on my drawings. Started at 11:00 or so. Finished the first one I did at 2:40. x_x I don't even think it's right, but I don't care. After that, took a short break, then started the next one at 3:00 and finished around 5:20. Went to eat dinner, then came back and worked on the last drawing. Finished that one around 7:30 or whatever, then I cleaned up and scanned the drawings on trace paper. It was hard and didn't scan well and it sucked putting the pieces together 'cause they didn't work, haha. Took a while, but finally finished that, even though it was crappy and stuff, and then went to shower around 9:15.
Finished showering and yeah.. I haven't really done much after that. I'm not even gonna look at my drawings anymore.. I think I'll go to the library tomorrow and scan it and the section drawings from a while ago.. BLEH! I also have to take pictures of my box. Might do it tomorrow.. Who knows... And yeah.. Tomorrow, definitely doing as much as I can on my English essay 'cause won't have much time during the week to do it and it's due Friday, so...
I really should re-glue together my slip case, but I dunno if I will.. I mean, it's like, totally broken apart right now because I took off the top part so I could see and draw more easily, then some things fell off and I may have sat on some or leaned on it or whatever else and yeah.. ^_^;; But I dunno.. I think I'll probably just throw it all in a box and bring it on Monday.. It's not like he'll look at the old model, right? We're working on building our final model in class, so.. Hopefully he doesn't ask about my model 'cause it'll probably still be in pieces. XP
I'm really tired of everything right now.. I don't know. I don't feel up to doing anything.. And yeah.. So much to still do and I'm so stressed. I wish there was more time in the day to get everything done, but there isn't. And I don't really want to walk all the way to the library, you know? But it'll be such a hassle to scan on my scanner, since mine is smalll and the bristol board is 18x24, so.. Yeah. Better off to scan on the bigger scanner they have in the library.. I dunno what size scanner they have, but there has to be a bigger one than what I have..
I think I might just bring my illustration board and foam board outside and set up in the sun to take my pictures tomorrow.. It's Sunday, so most people should be busy and not walking by, right? XP
Have to do laundry tomorrow.. x_x I have so much.. *sigh* I was gonna do it today, but then I realized that the next time I'll do laundry after this weekend is on my birthday, 'cause I don't want to do it next weekend when I'm just going home a few days later.. It'd be lame to take home a bunch of dirty clothes, you know? So yeah...
People were smoking.. 'cause it smelt all smoky outside when I went out to shower.. =( It sucked 'cause I couldn't breathe the whole time and yeah.. When I came back, I closed my door so fast, so the smell wouldn't come in.. It still did a bit since you know the cracks along the door and stuff, but whatever.. Better than being out there..
Renaming files for the slip case project.. Better to do it now then do it later when I need to burn, haha.
~Remula
