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Breakdown.. or soemthing like that..
Nov. 5th, 2006 11:11 pmSo when I came back home from walking ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
bobbleheadvi to the bus stop, I had the urge to just cry 'cause DAMN, it was so quiet.. And it's weird, you know? When you have someone around 24/7 and suddenly they're gone. I mean, he was only here for two days, but still.. I don't know. I guess it's like, at home, I had aznearthdragon around 24/7 and then I had bobbleheadvi for the weekend and it's just weird to go from having the company to.. not. I mean.. I don't know..
But I was doing fine until I was working on my architecture projecct and then suddenly, I just started crying like crazy. I don't know.. It really sucked and I just didn't know what to do, you know? 'Cause fuck.. it was like, I was so lonely and it's like, I don't have any friends here and I don't have anyone to talk to and I just was.. blah. I was crying a lot and calledaznearthdragon about it.. But then she had to go, so I called bobbleheadvi about it.. Then he had to go, so I worked on my project some more.. Then a few minutes later, aznearthdragon called me back and we talked about that for a while, then talked about some other things and she cheered me up, so it was good, but yeah..
I don't know what was wrong, exactly. I guess it was the fact thatbobbleheadvi was here and it's just a reminder of home, you know? And I want to go home SO bad, you don't even know how much, and it's like.. damn, you know? And the frustration of having no real friends and of all the shit I have to do and just everything.. I guess it's getting to me. I don't know.. I hate it though.. Crying over nothing, but it was someting and it IS something 'cause I want to cry so much right now just thinking about it 'cause I'm writing this and yeah.. Sucks..
Imma stop now 'cause I don't want to cry anymore.. I'm tired and I want to sleep and just.. blah.
~Remula
bobbleheadvi to the bus stop, I had the urge to just cry 'cause DAMN, it was so quiet.. And it's weird, you know? When you have someone around 24/7 and suddenly they're gone. I mean, he was only here for two days, but still.. I don't know. I guess it's like, at home, I had aznearthdragon around 24/7 and then I had bobbleheadvi for the weekend and it's just weird to go from having the company to.. not. I mean.. I don't know..But I was doing fine until I was working on my architecture projecct and then suddenly, I just started crying like crazy. I don't know.. It really sucked and I just didn't know what to do, you know? 'Cause fuck.. it was like, I was so lonely and it's like, I don't have any friends here and I don't have anyone to talk to and I just was.. blah. I was crying a lot and called
aznearthdragon about it.. But then she had to go, so I called bobbleheadvi about it.. Then he had to go, so I worked on my project some more.. Then a few minutes later, aznearthdragon called me back and we talked about that for a while, then talked about some other things and she cheered me up, so it was good, but yeah..I don't know what was wrong, exactly. I guess it was the fact that
bobbleheadvi was here and it's just a reminder of home, you know? And I want to go home SO bad, you don't even know how much, and it's like.. damn, you know? And the frustration of having no real friends and of all the shit I have to do and just everything.. I guess it's getting to me. I don't know.. I hate it though.. Crying over nothing, but it was someting and it IS something 'cause I want to cry so much right now just thinking about it 'cause I'm writing this and yeah.. Sucks..Imma stop now 'cause I don't want to cry anymore.. I'm tired and I want to sleep and just.. blah.
~Remula
